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🌿🌟💀Uncrossing/Hex Removing/Cleansing Bath Recipe 💀🌟🌿

🕷Whenever I feel like I may have picked up something nasty or just feel my energy a little heavier then usual I take one of these.🕷

These are good when you feel like someone might have thrown something at you or if you feel like you have a negative entity attatched to you😈 It is important to take these baths multiple times. 3 days is my preferred but longer is even better, especially if it’s heavy duty. If you feel like you’ve been crossed, more should be done aside from this but this is a good place to start.

You will need:

🌿Dill leaf

💋Lemon slices

🌿Sage

💋Sea Salt

🌿Baking soda

💋BOTTLED water (or Holy Water if you prefer)

🌿Uncrossing or cleansing oil

💋Florida Water for afterwards

🌿White candle (dressed in olive oil)

💋Nice cleansing incense (like lemongrass)

Instructions:

🌼Empty the bottled water in ur lil pot and bring it to a boil. Lower it till it simmers and add the herbs (I use dried sage and fresh dill, cut the lemons however u want I like slices lol) and let it steep. It’s like you’re making a tea.

⚘Take your uncrossing or cleansing oil and add a bit to the water. Let it simmer a little longer and mix.

🌼While you’re preparing it, you can do a number of things. My personal preference is to use a corresponding psalm with my bath followed by a personal prayer afterwards. Some people leave their spiritual baths with their Saints for them to bless and purify. Basically you want to spiritually purify and bless your bath water of any negative energy or hindrances so it can do it’s job of cleansing you.

⚘Around this time, I smoke cleanse a simple white candle and dress it with olive oil for protection as well. I keep this on while I take my bath and let it burn all the way through.

🌼Now, take the bath off the heat and strain it.

⚘Take a quick shower and physically cleanse yourself of any physical dirt before proceeding. Light the incense if you want.

🌼After, fill your bath up with warm water or whatever is comfortable to you. Add in a good amount of baking soda. Add lemon slices if you want to feel aesthetic! That’s what I do lmao!

⚘Get in the bath. Pour the tea all over your body. Just sit there for a bit and let yourself feel all that negative goop come off of you. Just relax. Enjoy it. Steep in that tea bruh. Let those herbs do its work. You deserve it.

🌼When youre ready, lay back and submerge yourself in the water three times. I like to recite a psalm as well right before I submerge myself. Just be careful with your eyes, I dry them a bit with a towel but don’t towel dry yourself just take care of your eyes.

⚘Get out but DON’T DRAIN THE TUB AND DON’T DRY YOURSELF OFF. Let the tea sit on your skin and let yourself air dry. Wear white every time you do this bath afterwards if you can.

🌼Take some of the remaining bath water and put it in a water bottle or gallon. Then you can drain the tub. I tend to sprinkle more sea salt in my tub and then wash it down the drain so whatever is lingering on me won’t stay in that room. My aunt likes to read a psalm while she cleans out the tub. Just make sure you clean that tub whichever way feels better to you.

⚘I like to rub myself down with Florida Water after! It smells great and is also a powerful spiritual cleanser. Just make sure to do your daily routine of lotion or whatever after if you find that it makes your skin ashy since it is a cologne with alcohol.

🌼After that, it’s a matter of properly disposing it. Get your left over bath water, the ashes of the incense, and what’s left of your candle all together. Really early in the morning (at least that’s how I was taught) go to a crossroads. Idgaf if it’s a dirt path, the street, wherever. But find yourself a crossroads. Dump out the remaining bath water there and leave the remnants of everything else there too. Now make your way home but DO NOT LOOK BACK.

Side notes

🗣If you feel like you’ve been crossed or you feel like an entity is attatched to you, make sure you’re cleansing your actual home and living space as well.

🗣Make sure you’re actually following this up with protection work and workings to draw things to you. This bath is primarily a cleansing bath more so then protective. You still need to draw more positive energies towards you regardless.

🗣Make sure you’re always doing divination to see whether or not it is a negative entity, crossing/brujeria, etc. and to see how to remedy it

🗣If you feel like it isn’t enough and you’re still struggling, try looking into a reputable spiritual worker or brujo who can help you. Or again…divination.

Uncrossing Masterpost

Uncrossing is when a person removes a curse, hex, jinx, or other spell that was casted against them which brings them negative energy, bad luck, or catastrophic events. Remember to take care of yourself after performing an uncrossing spell by cleansing and protecting yourself and your home.

Hoodoo Floor Wash by @divinemoon “Backfire” Curse-Repelling Enchantment by @mothmaam Uncrossing Powder by @thecandlebearer Cursing 101: How to Break a Curse by @the-traveling-witch Mild & Spicy Cursebreaker Powders by @lazywitchling Curse Removing Wash by @lunaesteria Spider Oil by @witchinthenight Break A Spell Cast Against You by @belladonnaswitchblog Blackthorn Reversing Spell by @thiscrookedcrown Lemon Test (to determine if you are cursed) by @i-am-the-nature-witch A Spell to Counter Another’s Magick by @christowitch An orange, lemon, and lime spell to break a hex or curse by @the-darkest-of-lights Hex and Curse Breaking by @thiscrookedcrown Counter-curses by @breelandwalker Protection from Curses by @cindernook Simple curse-breaking spell by @agnosticanimist The Healing Pool: A Cursebreaker by @hedge-witch-wannabe Curse Removals by @urbanspellcraft Return to Sender by @spiritscraft Counter-curses and Curse Removals by @thesigilwitch Anti-Curse Powder by @urbanwitchery Major Arcana Spells - Lady Justice - Return to Sender by @the-weatherwitch Lemon Uncrossing by @belladonnaswitchblog To Break a Spell You’ve Cast by @natural-magics remove magick done unto another by @the-ram-witch Black salt & white candle curse removals by @visardistofelphame Sigil nullifier (sigil tw) by @allura Engraved Hourglass Nebula Curse Return Spell by @themanicnami Removing Hexes and Curses by @urbanwitchery Charm Bags - to Reverse Bad Luck by @lodgewitch Disenchanting Bath by @kitchenwitchn Break the Curse (sigil tw) by @sigils-r-us A simple “Reverse The Curse” spell by @mothyseawitchery Reversal spells by @sylvaetria To Nullify a Spell by @orriculum Protection and curse removal spells by @belladonnaswitchblog Wards and removals (abuse tw) by @urbanspellcraft Something to Consider before you Curse: Reversals by @wildernesswitchery Hex Breaker Potion by @thewitchystuff Reversal, removal, & breaker by @spellboundwitchcraft Lemon Uncrossing Spell by @witchypun Breaking a curse by @cunningcelt Witchy tip - bay leaves by @whoanellee Huckleberry by @aspelladay Uncrossing powder by @rad-magick

Lemon Test

Have I been cursed? Only one way to find out! The lemon test, much like the lemon curse, uses a lemon to find out whether or not you have been cursed: Buy one lemon. Anoint a black slow burning candle with an oil with a scent that reminds you of the person who you believe is cursed. Cut the lemon in half and write the name of the person on a small piece of paper and place it on one half of the lemon. Lemons that are cut and left out of the refrigerator only last one day before they start to go bad. leave the lemon halves on the table next to the anointed candle that is burning. Be very concise and ask if the person has been cursed and then leave the candle to burn with the lemon next to it. When the candle burns out, if the lemon with the small piece of paper on it is significantly more “decayed” than the other half of the lemon. Then there is a curse. If they look the same, you’re fine. When you are done with the lemon, rub it in salt and dispose of it. This won’t get rid of the curse if there is one. Just helps with determining.

Hi, I don’t curse, but can we all just agree that cursing white supremacists is a really good-heckin idea right now? Can everyone please just get along and work together to annihilate the fucking Nazis? Just imagine we’ve got our cursers on offense here in combat sending forth their collective conscious force of magickal fucking wrath and non-cursers on support throwing binding spells left and god damn right, energizing the magickally drained cursers after battle, and healing those ill-affected by the war. I’m honestly not settling for less than some fantastic full fledged army of Nazi-ass-busting witches here.

I’m in

Idea for non-curser witches: you can always bind their sorry asses from hurting and harming others. Just a friendly witch tip ;)

It’s also a good idea to cast protection/good luck spells to help protect the people in danger of nazi bullshit

I’m glad you all enjoyed this edition of “Late Night Stonery Ramblings with Amanda” which I barley remember writing from my apparent high-induced inspiration for motivational speeches and destroying the Nazis.

I’m gonna be slaving away at the keyboard today gathering a wide variety of information to compile a detailed master post with spells and tips for both cursers and non-cursers to all gather and merrily participate in the Nazi-ass-busting together in harmony.

Did y’all think I was messing around? 

Healing Spells:  

[Healing Spirits Soup] - *vegan friendly*

Protection Spells: (for both protection of yourself and others targeted by Nazis)

[Empath Protection Jar]  for my fellow empaths out there who have an incredibly hard time handling the suffering of innocent people.

[Spell Jar to Protect American Minorities] - I need to give a special shout out to the creator here because this spell is fucking awesome and is absolutely perfect for this cause and useful for all types of witches!

Protection Sigils: (useful for my less experienced/low energy witches who want a simple an easy way to contribute)

Banishing: (for keeping the Nazis far fucking away from you and your loved ones)

Curses:

[Burst Your Bubble Curse] - “a simple curse to destroy someone’s ego or their hopes over something.”

[Avada Kedavra Curse] - “a harry potter inspired curse designed not to kill, but to make the target feel death’s presence in their life.”

[Red In Your Ledger Curse] - “a curse to inflict all the pain a person has caused back on them, one item at a time.”

[Seven Devils Curse] - “inspired by florence + the machine’s “seven devils”, a curse to burn the kingdom of and haunt the target.”

[The Gaston Curse] -  “curse to knock someone off of their high horse and make them feel the pain they have inflicted upon others and/or you.”

[Voice Theft Curse] -  “a curse to stop someone who has been spewing hateful speech and words and return that negativity they put out back into their life.”

[Death Reborn Revolution Curse] - “a curse meant to drain a target’s energy, power, and motivation.”

Extra Cursing Info: (for those who are inexperienced with cursing and/or are more comfortable with creating their own curses.)

Binding Spells: (only meant to prevent the target from doing harm)

[Binding Spell Jar]

Binding & Cursing Spells: (meant to cause the target harm and prevent them from harming others, it’s a twofer.)

Now go forth my children, and give em’ fucking hell.

💀 Curse Correspondences 💀

Crystals:

  • Agate - for use on a target who has entered a space uninvited, i.e. someone breaking into your home or vehicle
  • Alexandrite - causes obsession and delusions
  • Amethyst - causes sensitivity and self-destruction
  • Astrophyllite - causes those who have died at the hands of another to torment the target from the grave
  • Diamond - causes blindness, confusion, and disorientation
  • Diopside - lowers inhibitions and causes secrets to be revealed
  • Emerald - causes greed, selfishness, and isolation
  • Flint - causes conflicts
  • Garnet - leeches energy from a target
  • Kunzite - induces vulnerability 
  • Kyanite - used to infiltrate a target’s mind
  • Meteorite - used as a catalyst in baneful magick
  • Obsidian - used for general aggressive magick
  • Onyx - causes nightmares and mental torment, and is used to break up relationships
  • Opal - used to store negative energy, and then to be given to a target
  • Ruby - used to focus your intent on a target

Colors:

  • Black - law, justice, manifestation, sorrow
  • Red - force, energy, confrontation, jealousy, anger
  • Greenish Yellow - strife, discord, illness, conflict, jealousy, greed
  • Magenta - catalyst

Herbs:

  • Ague Weed - confusion 
  • Angelica Root - misery, strife, distress, discord
  • Asafoetida - drives enemies away
  • Bayberry - depression
  • Bindweed - binding
  • Blackberry Root - distress
  • Black Salt - misery, strife, distress, discord
  • Bladderwrack - illness
  • Bloodroot - substitute for blood
  • Blueberry - confusion, strife
  • Boneset - distress, confusion
  • Cayenne Pepper - anxiety
  • Chicory - discord
  • Chili Powder - discord, misery, strife
  • Cinquefoil - discomfort
  • Clove - stopping gossip
  • Cramp Bark - pain, illness
  • Dogbane - deception
  • Dragon’s Blood - destruction, strife, misery
  • Hemlock - discord, sadness
  • Henbane - illness, discord, melancholy
  • Jezebel Root - wickedness, ending relationships, punishing unfaithful lovers
  • Knot Weed - binding
  • Lemon - sourness, bitterness
  • Lemon Verbena - a boost of power, ending relationships
  • Lime - sourness, bitterness
  • Lobelia - discord
  • Mace - misery, strife
  • Mandrake - misery, strife
  • Mistletoe - isolation, confusion
  • Mullein - spirit work, nightmares
  • Mustard Seed - strife, discord
  • Myrrh - a boost of power
  • Nightshade (Belladonna) - discord, illness
  • Onion - strife
  • Patchouli - illness
  • Poke Root - confusion, discord
  • Poppy Seed - discord
  • Rue - misery
  • Safflower - destruction
  • Spanish Moss - bad luck
  • Slippery Elm - ending relationships
  • Stinging Nettle - jealousy, envy, discomfort
  • Sumac - bad luck
  • Tobacco - a substitute for any baneful herb
  • Tormentil - distress, harm, discord
  • Vetiver - silence
  • Wormwood (Absinthe) - misery, strife
  • Yew - spirit work
  • Yohimbe Bark - impotency

Planets:

  • Mars - power, force, energy, war, conflict, jealousy
  • Saturn - law, justice, chaos, revenge
  • Neptune - confusion, illusion, chaos
  • Pluto - death, mystery, crisis

Lunar Phases:

  • Waning - binding
  • Dark - destruction, banishing, justice
  • Black - power, manifestation

Taglocks:

  • DNA (saliva, nail clippings, hair, blood, etc.)
  • Drawings
  • Photos
  • The target’s name written on paper
  • The target’s signature
  • An item that belongs to the target

Other Ingredients:

  • Cigarette butts
  • Broken glass
  • Razorblades 
  • Vinegar
  • Lemon/lime juice
  • Alcohol
  • Bones
  • Needles
  • Nails
  • Thorns
  • Blood
  • Urine
  • Saliva
  • Shark teeth
  • Catfish spines
  • Murex seashells
  • Flying Devil Oil
  • Dead insects
  • Black sand
  • Charcoal

Disclaimer: I do not condone the unethical practice of collecting or harvesting animal parts, or forcefully obtaining certain biological taglocks. These are just ideas, and I am not responsible for anything you choose to do with them. 

Updated: 3-9-2017

For those that don’t follow the wiccan rule of three~

Source: cosmic-witch

Keeping Yourself Protected

Ways to provide protection from spiritual and physical beings:

  • Make a witches bottle: They provide you with protection against curses, hexes, and spells sent your way as well as to protect your property and possessions.  
  • Salt circle: A salt circle provides the person inside with protection from negative entities and demons. Line your window sills and door way entrances with salt to create an impenetrable barrier.      
  • Iron: Repels evil.Three iron nails driven into a doorway or window sill will block negativity from entering your home. Note: Iron repels Fae!
  • Plants: Some plants have protective properties. 
  • Ask your deity for protection
  • Mint leaves in your shoes protects you from curses
  • Put pepper in protection sachets to protect against magickal attacks.
  • Burn bay leaves to reverse curses
  • Scrawl your home and clothes with protective sigils
  • Quartz Crystals: Provides protection.
  • Visualization
  • Paint your front porch blue to ward off ghosts:They fear water so this may confuse them.
  • Hang an upside down horse shoe above your door: to ward off evil spirits.
  • Hang wind chimes around your home: To scare off bad spirits
  • Nazar or evil eye: Protects your home from bad luck.   
  • Rowan: Two branches from rowan trees bound together with red thread in the shape of a cross. It provides protection when hung above doorways, according to celtic traditions.
  • Arrowheads: Placed above your door will help keep burglars and unwanted guests out.
  • Cinnamon Sticks: Tied over the door will protect your home.
  • Rosemary wreath: A wreath of rosemary bound with green thread can provide your home with protection. Add other plants that correspond with protection as well. 
  • Ivy: Grown up your house provides protection,
  • Mistletoe: Hung in the house protects it from thunder and lightning.
  • Acorn: According to Norse mythology, placing an acorn on the window sill protects the home from being struck by lightning. 
  • Pine branch: Where it for protection.
  • Create your own protection amulet
  • Place mirrors around your home to deflect the evil eye  

Sources: Charissascaulderon.com, scribol.com                                  

Stay safe and have a Happy New Year!

==Moonlight Academy==    

im sorry.

yes i did love you,

you were the love of my life.

im sorry that i fell out of love

and that i couldnt give you everything you deserve.

im sorry that im so fucked up,

im sorry i couldnt stay,

i wanted to but i know it wouldnt be good for

me,

or you.

im sorry that i got back together with you

only just to break your heart once more.

but i hope you know that you deserve so much

more

i hope you know that you deserve to find

happiness,

and someone that loves you.

i hope you know that being with you was inexplainable.

i hope you know that you were the love of my life

that you were my everything.

i hope you know why i left you

and why it was so hard to do it again.

i hope you know that i still love you

and i probably will never forget you

because you were my first love, and my

first heartbreak.

Heartbreak is an odd experience. At 7am you wish you could snooze your alarm and hide from the sunlight. At 10 you feel unstoppable and like maybe today is the day the heartbreak will ease. At 1pm you’re crying at your desk silently, hoping no one will notice and at 2 you’re running to the bathroom because you feel nauseous. At 3 you feel like you can manage. At 5 you’re exhausted from your heart leading you on this emotional roller coaster and your brain unsuccessfully trying to take back control. Come 8 o’clock and you’re squeezing your pillow, howling out to the moon wishing you could feel anything, anything but this.

Anxiety

  • Pls, pls, pls just don’t yell at me, I’m sorry okay? I really am but pls, I’m begging you don’t raise your voice..
  • If they start fighting, what should I do? Pls, god, if you exist, prevent this from happening..
  • I’m so afraid of this… I want to disappear.
  • I’m so scared of what comes or might come, I feel paralyzed, not necessary physically, but mentally. My body feels cold due to my fear of that this certain thing happens.
  • Always feeling pressured. Always having this uneasy heavy feeling inside of your stomack, and the feeling of electricity under your skin.
  • Suddenly being afraid to talk, like, you answered nearly every question in class, then suddenly, you can’t raise your voice to talk. You just can’t.
  • Feeling like the world is cold. I mean it. Everything is just so cold.
  • Suddenly getting afraid of everyday life situations.
  • Getting stressed out about everything.

These are my thoughts.. I dunno if this is really anxiety disorder, but I am constantly stressed out and feel paralyzed, I am afraid of everyday situations… I just want to disappear, not die, but fade away.

Sometimes, you’ll have a really, really bad day. And you think that maybe it’s just another bad day, that tomorrow will be a new beginning with more opportunities for you. And then you wake up, and realize how wrong you are.

I woke up feeling the same emotions I felt yesterday. (via sheisatragicstory)

Me- I don’t wanna go to class today. I feel out of it

*classes is cancelled *

Me- God???? Is that you???

Me: I️ don’t want to go to work today

Boss:

(Looks like God’s got both our backs today)

Bless this day ❤️❤️❤️

I swear this post is blessed or something because I said “I want a reason to go somewhere” while looking at this post and then pretty much just after, my mother asked me to go to the store to get some eggs since I used the last 2

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