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Help a trans girl get away from her abusive parents

My name is Max, I’m a trans girl and I am currently in an abusive situation. (I really have no idea what else to put here) Personal info: - My full name is Maxine E Strider, and this is my chosen and legal name - I am currently in a relationship with a lovely woman named Violet - I have been on HRT for a little over a year now, started on January 7, 2018 - I am diagnosed with Bi-Polar, ADHD and Depression and Anxiety, I have undiagnosed autism and memory issues - My current goal in life is to move in with my girlfriend and start college during the spring 2019 quarter if possible - My contact info is through Tumblr @MaxineMutini or on Discord @Maxine#0413 Current situation: I currently live with my parents who emotionally abuse me in various ways including emotional manipulation, yelling/arguing , and knowingly acting in a way that causes panic attacks. My girlfriend of 4 months cannot support me as she is saving up for a car and the trip down from Canada, where she currently lives, to the US. My extended family is either unaware of my situation, supports my parents, does not approve of me being trans, or a combination of those three. As such, I cannot get support from them. I cannot get a job due to my situation and massive anxiety issues combined, and even if I did manage to get work, I would not be able to keep it for long due to the very same reasons. I have already attempted seeking disability benefits from Social Security, and failed. My brain is screwed up in all the wrong ways: I have Bi-Polar Mood Disorder, General Depression, General Anxiety, PTSD, Autism (specifically Asperger’s Syndrome), and memory issues. As such, my mood is unstable, and my depression and anxiety make every day difficult to bear. Social situations, and therefore any type of customer service, are very difficult and anxiety inducing, and I always come off as weird and unsociable. My parents have caused multiple problems in my life, including my previously mentioned PTSD and Anxiety. They have given me bad self esteem and massive trust issues towards myself and others. They have caused me to feel worthless and stupid, as well as causing me to beat myself down to the very same effect. I am currently in therapy for my Bi-Polar, depression and anxiety, but my therapist does not know about my situation, and I am afraid to tell her. Current intent and goals: My parents and my genetics have tag teamed to beat me down into the dust and cause me to loose hope in my future, and I’m sick of it. As such it is my intention to get out of this situation and live on my own until my girlfriend is able to join me. I also would like to attend college this spring, and I’m currently working towards that. My dog can be left behind, and honestly, that is preferred. My intention is to leave silently and, if possible, no warning at all. Any help would be greatly appreciated gofundme page: https://www.gofundme.com/help-a-trans-girl-get-away-from-abusive-parents A little Tumblr exclusive note: I know yall will eventually see this as a scam, so if you suspect that, please just message me. I’m perfectly willing to chat with anyone that has questions or concerns. It may take a while to get back to you, but I will.

Hey yall, June 7th update

I am literally on the streets right now.

I spent my day in the library and im spending tonight in a shelter

I have a job, but I start tomorrow

Im not very optimistic about this post anymore, its gained so little traction in the last month, and if I remember correctly, ive gotten a grand total of $8 to my gofundme in the same timeframe.

To make matters worse, my job’s shift ends at 1am which means I will be unable to use shelters once I start regular hours.

So if any of yall live in Washington state, send a message my way.

I’m on my last shred of hope yall

Please help me

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you have been visited by the seven magic dragon balls your biggest wish will be granted but only if you reblog

Couldn’t risk it.

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didn’t realize they change colors. now I know o gotta wish.

THIS SHIT IS REAL I GOT THE JOB I WAS NUTS ABOUT BC I REBLOGGED THIS YESTERDAY maybe it’s a coinkidink but it okay just take the necessary steps to achieve what you’re wishing for and YOU CAN DO IT

Just testing my luck.

Help a trans girl get away from her abusive parents

My name is Max, I’m a trans girl and I am currently in an abusive situation. (I really have no idea what else to put here) Personal info: - My full name is Maxine E Strider, and this is my chosen and legal name - I am currently in a relationship with a lovely woman named Violet - I have been on HRT for a little over a year now, started on January 7, 2018 - I am diagnosed with Bi-Polar, ADHD and Depression and Anxiety, I have undiagnosed autism and memory issues - My current goal in life is to move in with my girlfriend and start college during the spring 2019 quarter if possible - My contact info is through Tumblr @MaxineMutini or on Discord @Maxine#0413 Current situation: I currently live with my parents who emotionally abuse me in various ways including emotional manipulation, yelling/arguing , and knowingly acting in a way that causes panic attacks. My girlfriend of 4 months cannot support me as she is saving up for a car and the trip down from Canada, where she currently lives, to the US. My extended family is either unaware of my situation, supports my parents, does not approve of me being trans, or a combination of those three. As such, I cannot get support from them. I cannot get a job due to my situation and massive anxiety issues combined, and even if I did manage to get work, I would not be able to keep it for long due to the very same reasons. I have already attempted seeking disability benefits from Social Security, and failed. My brain is screwed up in all the wrong ways: I have Bi-Polar Mood Disorder, General Depression, General Anxiety, PTSD, Autism (specifically Asperger’s Syndrome), and memory issues. As such, my mood is unstable, and my depression and anxiety make every day difficult to bear. Social situations, and therefore any type of customer service, are very difficult and anxiety inducing, and I always come off as weird and unsociable. My parents have caused multiple problems in my life, including my previously mentioned PTSD and Anxiety. They have given me bad self esteem and massive trust issues towards myself and others. They have caused me to feel worthless and stupid, as well as causing me to beat myself down to the very same effect. I am currently in therapy for my Bi-Polar, depression and anxiety, but my therapist does not know about my situation, and I am afraid to tell her. Current intent and goals: My parents and my genetics have tag teamed to beat me down into the dust and cause me to loose hope in my future, and I’m sick of it. As such it is my intention to get out of this situation and live on my own until my girlfriend is able to join me. I also would like to attend college this spring, and I’m currently working towards that. My dog can be left behind, and honestly, that is preferred. My intention is to leave silently and, if possible, no warning at all. Any help would be greatly appreciated gofundme page: https://www.gofundme.com/help-a-trans-girl-get-away-from-abusive-parents A little Tumblr exclusive note: I know yall will eventually see this as a scam, so if you suspect that, please just message me. I’m perfectly willing to chat with anyone that has questions or concerns. It may take a while to get back to you, but I will.

Hey yall, June 7th update

I am literally on the streets right now.

I spent my day in the library and im spending tonight in a shelter

I have a job, but I start tomorrow

Im not very optimistic about this post anymore, its gained so little traction in the last month, and if I remember correctly, ive gotten a grand total of $8 to my gofundme in the same timeframe.

To make matters worse, my job’s shift ends at 1am which means I will be unable to use shelters once I start regular hours.

So if any of yall live in Washington state, send a message my way.

I’m on my last shred of hope yall

Please help me

Help a trans girl get away from her abusive parents

My name is Max, I’m a trans girl and I am currently in an abusive situation. (I really have no idea what else to put here) Personal info: - My full name is Maxine E Strider, and this is my chosen and legal name - I am currently in a relationship with a lovely woman named Violet - I have been on HRT for a little over a year now, started on January 7, 2018 - I am diagnosed with Bi-Polar, ADHD and Depression and Anxiety, I have undiagnosed autism and memory issues - My current goal in life is to move in with my girlfriend and start college during the spring 2019 quarter if possible - My contact info is through Tumblr @MaxineMutini or on Discord @Maxine#0413 Current situation: I currently live with my parents who emotionally abuse me in various ways including emotional manipulation, yelling/arguing , and knowingly acting in a way that causes panic attacks. My girlfriend of 4 months cannot support me as she is saving up for a car and the trip down from Canada, where she currently lives, to the US. My extended family is either unaware of my situation, supports my parents, does not approve of me being trans, or a combination of those three. As such, I cannot get support from them. I cannot get a job due to my situation and massive anxiety issues combined, and even if I did manage to get work, I would not be able to keep it for long due to the very same reasons. I have already attempted seeking disability benefits from Social Security, and failed. My brain is screwed up in all the wrong ways: I have Bi-Polar Mood Disorder, General Depression, General Anxiety, PTSD, Autism (specifically Asperger’s Syndrome), and memory issues. As such, my mood is unstable, and my depression and anxiety make every day difficult to bear. Social situations, and therefore any type of customer service, are very difficult and anxiety inducing, and I always come off as weird and unsociable. My parents have caused multiple problems in my life, including my previously mentioned PTSD and Anxiety. They have given me bad self esteem and massive trust issues towards myself and others. They have caused me to feel worthless and stupid, as well as causing me to beat myself down to the very same effect. I am currently in therapy for my Bi-Polar, depression and anxiety, but my therapist does not know about my situation, and I am afraid to tell her. Current intent and goals: My parents and my genetics have tag teamed to beat me down into the dust and cause me to loose hope in my future, and I’m sick of it. As such it is my intention to get out of this situation and live on my own until my girlfriend is able to join me. I also would like to attend college this spring, and I’m currently working towards that. My dog can be left behind, and honestly, that is preferred. My intention is to leave silently and, if possible, no warning at all. Any help would be greatly appreciated gofundme page: https://www.gofundme.com/help-a-trans-girl-get-away-from-abusive-parents A little Tumblr exclusive note: I know yall will eventually see this as a scam, so if you suspect that, please just message me. I’m perfectly willing to chat with anyone that has questions or concerns. It may take a while to get back to you, but I will.

Hey yall, June 7th update

I am literally on the streets right now.

I spent my day in the library and im spending tonight in a shelter

I have a job, but I start tomorrow

Im not very optimistic about this post anymore, its gained so little traction in the last month, and if I remember correctly, ive gotten a grand total of $8 to my gofundme in the same timeframe.

To make matters worse, my job’s shift ends at 1am which means I will be unable to use shelters once I start regular hours.

So if any of yall live in Washington state, send a message my way.

I’m on my last shred of hope yall

Please help me

❤️Help two trans ppl avoid homelessness❤️

My best friend and roommate ( @translesbo ) and i recently were told by my landlady after being only 4 days late with rent, when we’d paid on time every month for 6 months straight, that we have 7 days to vacate or be evicted. We’re both transgender, and when we met with her to discuss paying, she misgendered both of us and told us we’d be getting a notice on our door that evening. the thing is, i have the rent money, but i can only pay on two different cards, which she insisted after misgendering us “was not allowed” and we have to pay on one or move out. LGBT people unfortunately in my state have no anti-discrimination act, so there’s little we could do even if she said we had to leave because she hates trans people upfront. She’s never treated me like this before when i present masculine, the one day i present feminine how i prefer (I’m Non-binary) and bring my best friend with me, also trans, we suddenly aren’t allowed to live here anymore. Please consider donating, we’re going to be looking at renting a house in a very LGBT safe section of our city, a place we’ve visited and will be much safer than our current apartment’s area. and the amount will help us cover moving truck costs and food until we both get paid a few weeks from now. My roommate started a new job and i’m disabled, on disability income, which i’ve been using to support us for the last two months after i became completely unable to work due to health. She doesnt get her first paycheck for a while and i’d rather not starve at our new place until we do. I have two snakes meaning homelessness in my car for is not an option, they need constant environment monitoring in their tanks or they’ll pass away. Donations cover the deposit on the new place’s rent, moving truck, food for us and our pets, and gas money so i can drive her to her job for the next two weeks. Any amount helps, and a preemptive thank you to anyone who donates!!! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

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Top 12 alternatives to Photoshop for digital painters and illustrators

Hello there!

Yes, we haven’t done this in a while… but our inbox and chat are swamped with questions on the subject, so this article was very much needed.

it’s a simple list of art apps, but we know you love those :D

Enough with the intro, here it is, a list of twelve art apps you may want to check out.

ArtRage is an art program for beginners and professionals. With its minimal interface, it’s easy to keep the essential tools at hand without stealing space from the canvas. Panels can be moved around and tools can be customised. We all know how important it is for digital artists to be able to modify brushes!

  • Pros: easy to use; friendly interface; essential tools from professional apps available; available for iOS, Android, Windows and Mac
  • Cons: it may get sluggish with big files and when using big brushes, but performances also depend on the running machine; limited selection of editing tools if compared to Photoshop - ArtRage is more of a painting program rather than an editing one.
  • Paid

ArtRage Lite is a different version at a cheaper price, mostly for beginners, but also for professionals if they need the essential.

Now free, Sketchbook is the famous app created by Autodesk for various platforms.

  • Pros: clean, friendly interface; easy to use; professional features
  • Cons: lack of official tutorials; doesn’t offer as many tools as other apps (it’s down to the essential); paid subscription in Adobe style for multiple licenses
  • Free and paid

Black Ink is a powerful little program few actually know, but there’s a reason: this isn’t your classing drawing app. What’s cool about it is the vast selection of special brushes, completely non-realistic, and definitely able to boost your creativity.

  • Pros: vast selection of customisable brushes; excellent performance
  • Cons: not very easy to use; non-intuitive interface
  • Paid

This is probably the most complete software for painting, drawing and animation. It was originally known as Manga Studio, but with its updates and addition of features, it became Clip Studio Paint

This doesn’t say much about the quality of the features themselves considering the affordable price (if you haven’t used the app yet, that is), but among graphic apps, this one is the top seller.

  • Pros: professional features for illustrators; layout tools for comic/manga artists; 3D reference models; customisable tools; various sales with special prices
  • Cons: the interface may not appear intuitive at first; the program may lag (again, performance also depends on the running machine)
  • Paid

GIMP is the famous open source image editor originally created for GNU/Linux and available for OS X and Windows. 

Best known as Photoshop’s main competition, this is a manipulation program for both beginners and professionals who love design.

It offers many professional features, making the program a powerful tool.

  • Pros: professional editing tools; supports different formats; supported by different platforms; active community
  • Cons: in spite of the simple design, many options are hidden and it takes time to discover all the features; slow startup
  • Free

Krita is an open source painting app created by artists for artists.

  • Pros: easy to use; intuitive interface; great brush workflow; brush stabilizer; customisable brushes; general good performance; very enthusiastic, although small, community
  • Cons: it may be slow or even crash depending on the running computer and the app’s version; very few editing tools compared to Photoshop
  • Free

MediBang Paint is a free and light app for drawing and painting, perfect for manga and comic creation.

  • Pros: vast selection of brushes; cloud sharing; friendly, minimal interface (non-desktop app); also available for iPad, iPhone and Android
  • Cons: requires an account to use all features; non-intuitive interface (desktop version)
  • Free

Mischief is a sketching app with essential tools, useful for brainstorming and ideation.

  • Pros: infinite drawing canvas; friendly interface; easy to use; cheap pro version
  • Cons: few updates; offers only the essential (but that’s the point); no editing/adjustment tools
  • Free and paid

Corel’s jewel, Painter is the most famous software that offers digital tools able to give a traditional feel to brushes and canvas.

  • Pros: different selection of media; many professional features; PS-friendly
  • Cons: certain brushes may work slow; not easy to use at first; the software may crash (this is the most common report); pricey
  • Paid

Paintstorm Studio is a professional software for digital painting. It’s focused on the use of brushes and blending, which makes the software a little gem in the digital painting field.

  • Pros: good brush workflow; brush stabilizer; “close gap” feature; customisable interface and tools; professional features; affordable price
  • Cons: non-intuitive interface (desktop version)
  • Paid

Procreate is the powerful drawing app for iOS. 

With the very sensitive Apple Pencil, Procreate is so easy to use that many artists chose the iPad over the most famous graphic tablets.

  • Pros: friendly interface; makes it easy to organise files; excellent brush workflow; customisable brushes; video recording; affordable price
  • Cons: hidden features; only available for iPad
  • Paid

SAI is a simple app for artists who want to focus on painting and drawing. 

It’s well known for its good pressure support and its essential tools for manga artists, but SAI can be used by any kind of artist who wants to paint.

  • Pros: easy to use; friendly interface; light software; customisable brushes; tons of (non-official) tutorials
  • Cons: limited selection of tools, even basic ones; limited canvas sizes and uses; it might crash from intensive work, especially with big canvases and brushes; supports only RGB colour mode; lack of support
  • Paid

We hope you’ll find this list useful. 

If you think there are other apps that should have made this list, don’t hesitate to let us know!

Thank you and peace out,

G&M

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