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Right Time At The Wrong Place

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I wish I had met you sooner. If you were mine when I was sixteen I never would’ve fallen for that boy in my chem class and cracked my head open on his chest. I couldn’t see straight for 3 weeks after that. And maybe if I had known you since I was a little girl I never would’ve gotten sad enough to cut myself, a tick mark in my skin for each time my mother cried. And if we had met two summer’s ago I probably would’ve been asleep in your bed instead of in my big sister’s car when she crashed it and I could’ve twirled my fingers around your hair instead of pulling the strings out of hospital blankets. If we had met just a few months sooner I’d probably never know the taste of too many pills because my mouth would be too busy telling you that I love you. I know that people can’t save you, I’m just saying, I think that if we could go back in time, and kiss before the night the fire in my bedroom washed away the blood stains on my carpet, I wouldn’t know what it’s like to mean it when I say I want to die.

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Everything is always marked with a number: 2 weeks since I last kissed you, 1 week since you last called, 4 days since we last talked. I wish we could lose ourselves in time So that I could go back and press pause for just a minute Just so I can look into your eyes for a few more seconds, Run my hands through your hair a few more times And whisper “I love you” until the way it rolls off my tongue is forever engraved in your brain So that you can never forget me Or the way I loved you with every part of me.  I wish we could lose ourselves in time  And find ourselves again in the future When you aren’t so far away  And I can finally hold you in my arms again. But instead, here I am, Stuck counting down the days until I get to see you. Here I am, Terrified that you’ll forget my touch in the next few days, My hysterical laugh in the next week And the way I loved you in the next 2 weeks. Here I am, Terrified that when you come back I won’t be able to hold you in my arms anymore.

I wish we had more time, or that time didn’t exist at all (via s3xnoise)