Orfayo
I wish I wrote the way I thought
Obsessively
Incessantly
With maddening hunger
I’d write to the point of suffocation
I’d write myself into nervous breakdowns
Manuscripts spiralling out like tentacles into abysmal nothing
And I’d write about you
A lot more
Than I should
- I Wish I Wrote the Way I Thought, Benedict Smith
We are captives of what we love, what we desire and what we are
- Mahmoud Darwish
Na zidu mi stoji zalepljen papirić sa rečima
Sarajevskog John Doe-a,
reči glase:
“Jutra su teška za sanjare
Prazna, često potopljena u rastvor bivših ljubavi
A nekad samo mirišu na čežnju i fragmente snova koji kao da su sanjani u drugom životu.
Jutra su teška za sanjare,
nisu to obični ljudi.”
Nije lako biti svoj,
još manje izgubljen sanjar u svom svetu.
—
odenadnihilum-deactivated202303
I'm in the backseat, i have no control
At Their Very Best
Seattle, Washington - December 3rd, 2022
