I hope the universe sends you little signs to remind you of me. It doesn’t have to be much. It doesn’t have to be life changing. Just one small thing from time to time to keep the memories alive. To have my favorite song start on the radio to remind you of how i danced at 2 AM in your bedroom that one night is enough. To find an empty cup of tea in the sink even though you could have sworn you haven’t drunk any since i left. To walk past a stranger in the streets snd smell my perfume. It’s the little things that are the worst, after all the little things , if combined , could have the biggest impact. The things that are so small you barely notice them, the kind that slips in through the cracks and sticks with you. I don’t want you to wish i came back. I just hope you think of me with a smile. I hope you don’t regret a single minute spent with me. It’s all i can ask for my dear🖤

“Some things just change from one day to the next and suddenly everything is different. You look back and fail to understand when and how things got so out of hand. Because sometimes you wake up in the morning and you no longer feel the same way you did the day before. There’s no explanation for it. There’s no reason. And at first it probably doesn’t even make sense. It scares you. It scares you how you can go from being head over heels for a person or an idea or a plan to not caring anymore in the space of a night. Because this hollowness in your stomach, the numbness in your chest - this indifference is worse than anger or sadness. Because you can barely recall why it ever mattered to you in the first place. You can replay the memories in your head but they’ll be fading, soon to be nothing more than empty frames that lose their meaning. And you wonder why it had to happen, why things couldn’t stay the same. Reliable and repetitive like clockwork. Because that’s not how feelings work. They come and they go and they act up when you could do without them. But that’s how you get through this, as you get through anything: you take your time, you let go, you move on and all the while you heal. And before you know it, you’ve grown.”

“One day you will wake up and there won’t be any more time to do the things you’ve always wanted to do. Do it now.”

“In millions of years, we will be gone. Not only we, but our planet as well, and everything that lives on it. Our music, our stories, our art, our science, our politics, our languages, our feelings, everything we’ve got. It will all cease to exist. There will be no one or nothing to remember us. Nobody to tell our story. There will be no proof that we’ve existed at all. We will be stardust again. This calms me, but on the other hand it makes me realise that there are - and were - so many things out in the universe that I will never know exist. It makes me feel so small, and so grateful. I am so blessed to be alive at this moment. I am a part of something so much bigger, I am one with the earth and the stars. Even though I am such a small part of this big universe, there is so much to learn. Even though I am of such insignificance to this planet, and our world - and knowledge- will dissapear, I will make the best of being alive. It’s so magical.”