I actively want a romantic and sexual relationship again, one that is healthy with boundaries and communication and is life-enhancing rather than draining.
Me, meeting someone who I really really like: AHHHHHH omgg this could be it!
*They also express an interest in me and want to get closer to me*
Me, after I realise this and is suddenly terrified of that person due to fear of abandonment and general disbelief:
Ain't that the truth 😭🤪
“Becoming a witch is an awakening, a remembering, an initiation. It’s a chant to ‘come home, come home, come home’, because even when you feel like you’re lost, you’re not.”
— Gabriela Herstik, from “Craft: How to Be a Modern Witch,” released c. 2018
Sunrise over Ararat, 1923, Martiros Sarian
Scandinavian style [3757x2516]
Linda Hogan, from Dark, Sweet: New & Selected Poems; “Who Will Speak?,”
So k-12 is a banger album
Where's the person that can pull my hair and make me scream anywhere.
Where's the person that can rub my back and talk to me, and find nothing whack.
Sometimes... When i get a lil red wine drunk..... I might speak to myself and laugh n listen to music.... But sometimes I find myself laughing, looking at my reflection in the window and then looking beside me and laughing, maybe speaking.... Even though there is nobody there.
That's my depiction of loneliness.
