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five o'clock time? nah. pop n' lock time.

hey idk who needed to hear this but. being able to push yourself to function through pain does not, in fact, make you able bodied

if you were able bodied you wouldn’t be in pain at all. btw.

I don't know what in the sam hill hell is going on but it sounds like Disney is considering keeping Ezra Miller

If Disney keeps Miller when they ousted Depp for years, SHAME on them. I'm honestly appalled by them. Disgusting.

I'm back on the straight and narrow.

I have a life and it's the one that's right for me and it's what I've been working for.

But there are times.

A song.

A silence.

A dream.

A thought.

I miss that part of me that could have been. That part of me that only peaks out when I'm alone with him.

It's feral. It's alive. It's on fire.

But it's got to be stifled. Dormant. She does not serve my larger purpose.

But some times I miss her.

Often times I miss him.

This our third year.

This is my favorite year so far.

Slow burn and chaotic good

He spins me out of control.

Deep connection and soulful interactions

Time slows to wrap around us.

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Mania is like

I DONT KNOW WHAT I NEED SO IM GOING TO DO EVERYTHING AND IM GOING TO DO IT ALL WITH A FIERCE FRENZY.

FRANTIC COPING

DONT TRY TO SLEEP UNTIL YOU GET YOUR SECOND WIND AND YOU CAN'T SLEEP AT ALL

IF YOU DO IT FAST YOU WONT HAVE TIME TO REGRET IT

The world can't exist outside of this white ceiling can it

What is food

If you wake up it means you're alive so maybe just stay asleep

What

I'm fine but id sure like to die

IVE FORGOTTEN WHAT SLEEP TASTE LIKE

IT HURTS BUT KEEP GOING

IF YOU DONT ACKNOWLEDGE IT THEN ITS NOT REAL

Right?