why am I too much of a coward just to end myself it would be the best for everyone
I keep thinking there's no way I can feel any worse but then boom there I go further down into the dark
What is wrong with me? Why do I have so few people who care about me? What do I have to live for?
Im cold and lost and too tired to walk or find my way back
I wish I could die without any repercussions so I didn't upset my family I'm so desperate to just stop
I am absolutely nothing and i mean absolutely nothing and i deserve to be left behind and forgotten about
What have I got to look forward to? What have I got to give? I will always be the hanger on, the spare part, the extra one, the dispensable and it feels awful
I am utterly unloved and unlovable and as a result I will never be happy and I will never make anyone happy
The world would be a better place without me, then everyone could just get on with life and I wouldn't have to be lonely and sad anymore
