from Ontological Terror: Blackness, Nihilism, and Emancipation by Calvin L. Warren
— Unknown
I don't care if your desire is the most controversial thing ever! Manifest it if you want it!! Get up and manifest what you want! Seriously for the love of God manifest what you want! No matter the circumstances, logic, people's opinions, or anything you can think of that might feel like a block does NOT matter!! You should manifest what you want right now! Go get what you want! Do it! Do it right now! Stop "waiting for the right time" and manifest what you want! Stop waiting on people to change. Stop seeking validation to manifest what you want! Stop waiting to see the perfect post to help you manifest. Stop asking bloggers if you can have what you want! Stop overthinking!! Just manifest what you want. You know you will be happy when you do, so just manifest it.
“When you look at your life and feel at peace because of changes you’ve made, that’s recovery.”
— Unknown
Your parents programmed you the best way they knew. It is up to you to reprogram yourself as many times as needed until you finally meet you.
“Nature does not hurry, yet everything is accomplished.”
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If you think you love "freedom" but you don't care if it applies to everyone, what you actually love is "PRIVILEGE "
It's really disgusting out here. The friendships. The relationships. The people. The actions. The mindsets. The morals
Me giving life advice
"You're going to be fine, you always are."
Yes I will be. But please allow me a moment to express and display my sadness & discomfort. I know it will get better, but I need to also be honest and say my spirit is temporarily heavy and not have to hide that.
“so are we going to pretend i do not miss you like hell every day, checking my phone excessively hoping you text; and you hardly ever do. but when it happens, i think my heart skips 3 beats at once and i cannot stop my fingers from shaking, because on those rare occasions that you do text i cannot help but wonder how do you manage to only stick to small talk because it hasn’t been a moment when i did not want to know every detail about your day; hasn’t been one morning i didn’t wake up wishing this was but my worst nightmare. losing you is one of the hardest things to go through letting you go is taking every bit of strength i have left and i think i am slowly running out of it i wish i could make you proud of me but honestly, it’s painful, and messy, and i do not know how to cope with you being gone and i am sorry”
— i don’t even know if i want to ever get over you
“Give us a fresh start, somewhere, somehow. We need it. We need a reforestation of ideas. We need to come down to Earth again.”
— from Letters to Emil by Henry Miller
“It’s not that you ruined me. It isn’t, because I refuse to let my love be named anything other than courage and no one gets to take that away from me, not even you. I will not regret how deeply I loved you, even if it ended in my broken heart. So no, you haven’t ruined me. It’s just that every poem I write still tastes like you. And I am trying to change that. All while having grace in my heart while letting you go.”
- Nikita Gill, Excerpts from a book I’m writing
you.
You are the most beautiful artefact that I ever came upon
Like a jewel in an antiquity shop
Or a diamond in a museum
You’re so precious
(If you were really a diamond though I would put you in a necklace so I could be with you everywhere I go)
