I just want to be done
2.21.2016
So, it’s actually not too bad and it turns out I actually do love him. He’s very nice to me, and in all honesty he’s pretty cute. Every now and then he will make a passive aggressive comment, and it will hurt a little, but he’s working on it i think. I ignore him at those times. I’ll get mad at him when he says those comments, and he in turn gets mad at me for getting mad at him. This, I do not agree with. I have a right to be upset with what he says. He is however challenging me in my faith. It’s kind of scary, but what ever. He gives good kisses, opens the door for me, and buys me stuff. I think he really does love me in some ways. I know I’ve only expressed bad things, but in reality things are going very good right now. I just hope they stay good. Perhaps what we did was not the best thing in the world.... no I know it wasn’t. Maybe we’ll be able to slow down. He wont be staying over as much, and I think it will be good. If we spend too much time together, we will get sick of each other. The issue with the roommate is a whole other story, which I will get to tomorrow because life long friend is getting hungry... Until next time
I'm done with his bitch ass...
1.2.2016
I understand that everyone has different beliefs, but please don't degrade a religion you know nothing about. And don't say you hate the religious system. Yes, it has caused bad. But look at how much good it has caused. Where would art be if it had no religious influence? Here's a hint... We would still be looking at hand prints in caves. Get your head out of your ass. Sincerely, Your Darling Kate
10.12.15
what am I even feeling right now
Where you belong
Sorry for the vent sesh
Don't really know what's going on here. I let him in more than I normally would. I told him why I don't like my shoulders touched. I let him get as close to them as i would allow. I let him do things I don't normally let guys do. I don't feel in control of my emotions. I don't feel like a solid, independent woman... I feel like I need him and I don't like it. We move so fast that I'm scared of the future. I have boundaries. I don't care if other people have sex... I want to wait. And I feel as if he's expecting it. He said his heart's failing... Is he lying? He hasn't been shaking like normal and I haven't seen him take his meds. WHATS GOING ON?? He already smokes a lot so the meds he showed me might be something else. My mind is a jumbled fuck tard right now and I don't like it. He confused my mind. I don't know what to do.
Whatever you may be missing right now - a person, a place, a feeling, maybe you are injured and missing running - whatever it is, have peace and take heart - remember that any goodbye makes room for a hello.
When the past creeps in, how do you push it out
Second day of Art History Survey I... wasn't too shabby. Things are starting to fall into shape. I did some reading ahead, and turns out her lectures reiterate what is written in the text. Although, I realized that with art history, half the time there is no definite purpose of what the piece of art was used for, or even why it was created. I think that's one thing people in our society have a hard time accepting: the fact that there isn't always a definite answer. For example, the woman from willendorf, was it used as a talisman held while women would give birth, was it an object used for non-verbal communication between groups, or did it have some other spiritual aspect that we have yet to ponder? The point is that we will never know, especially because it is pre-historic art. Another example is religion. How do we know which religion will take us to our ultimate destination? We don't. Yet people still argue and debate over the subject. Perhaps we don't know half this shit because it's above our knowledge. My tip to this world is to argue points such as the purpose of the woman from willedorf. Argue, contemplate, find results that you agree with. Let's not be a settling society people.
Your Darling, Kate
Excellent new feminist street art in Newtown #posters #streetart #feminist
My dad has access to 3D Printing technology and the first thing he prints is a miniature version of himself
you shrunk your dad with a shrink ray and now you’re trying to cover it up with this bullshit.. but we dont believe it for a second
Speaking as someone who is studying 3D printing, I find it highly unlikely that this is actually a printed model. First, most 3D printers cannot print in color, meaning that either he painted this perfectly, with completely realistic colors, or he has access to a machine which can print in photorealistic colors, which would be uncommon and expensive.
Second, making a digital model to print from is not a simple matter of clicking a couple buttons. In order for this to be an accurate model, the guy’s dad would have to be scanned by a laser scanner made for this purpose, a process which would take at least an hour for this level of detail. I doubt that anyone could stand perfectly still for that long.
Third, the level of detail is just too high. You can clearly see crease marks in the pants with no “stepping” effect anywhere, which would require the layer height on the printer to be considerably smaller than the width of those creases. No commercially available printer goes that small that I know of. If one does exist, it would be extremely high-end, costing thousands of dollars.
If he does work for a company that owns a machine capable of making this, I highly doubt they would let him take up hours of valuable machine time, and spend a considerable amount of money on operating costs, on a vanity project.
So yeah, this is just a fairly well-done photoshop. Or a shrink ray accident.
My father was scanned with an Artec Eva scanner and was printed by Europac 3D who provide the same service commercially for ASDA supermarkets who have commenced this service to the general public for £60 per model. His full colour 3D print took 4 hours and utilises the colour collected directly by the Artec scanning system. The same system was used on a number of VFX projects in the film industry by my father including World War Z and the soon to be released Houdini.
You are saying this is not scan data and that this is not 3d printed, my father, who is a 3D data specialist, suggests you change your course to one that is more up-to-date and better informed. It might be a good idea to reserve passing comment until you actually know what you are talking about.
never seen someone get so demolished rip user
i ran a bath n added bubbles n they ended up looking like a butt I accidentally made a bubble butt
my favourite part of shakespeare plays is the person at the end that is like “see how these people fucked everything up. don’t do this. look at this fuckery. look at it. fuck this. fuck everything.”
perk of dating me: i have no social life so we can hang out whenever it’s convenient for you



