house md - runs in the family
My mother, she said Castiel, he would keep me safe. She said the world was a dangerous place. That’s... that’s why I couldn’t be a baby or a child. I - That’s why I had to grow up fast. That’s why I chose him to be my father.
Title: Statuette (figure) - Lumpfish Artist: Erik Nielsen Date: ca. 1896-1897 Material: porcelain Source: Museum of Applied Arts, Budapest
You can’t honestly think you’re happier now. A broken-winged suck-up. All I know is that for the first time in a long time…I feel at peace with who I am. Whatever that may be.
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Roots Like That — timothy l.l.s.h, for the poetry prompt “Roots”
Thought I’d try my hand at this, for the spn poetry renaissance, and here’s the result. I’ll start a poetry taglist, if anyone wants to be on it, just let me know!
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Bleeding Like a Ball-Point Pen in Your Hands — timothy l.l.s.h.
You ever make the mistake of sucking on a pen and having the seal burst and it all leak into your mouth? I really did think I was dying, whether it was from ink-poisoning or something else, I wasn't sure.
my poetry tag list (ask to be added or removed<3): @gracekisses @bloodydeanwinchester @floorboarddestined2004 @icantleave @hauntedpearl @altarofrowena @chaosnatural @raytoroinmybackpack @carveredlund @pinknatural @deanwinchestersfloralwallpaper @obsessionofspn @sleepynatural @destielgaysex @gilmorenatural @thechaincd @faithdeans @heartshapedcas @aturnoftheearth @howldean @impala67-aka-baby @redwinesupernova @frogstiel
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Holding Hands is Half Prayer and I'm Trying not to be Faithless — timothy l.l.s.h.
for the @spnpoetryrenaissance day 5 prompt: faith
this one is born from the two a.m.'s that i lie awake and miss god. you know how it is
my poetry tag list (ask to be added or removed<3): @gracekisses @floorboarddestined2004 @icantleave @hauntedpearl @chaosnatural @raytoroinmybackpack @carveredlund @pinknatural @deanwinchestersfloralwallpaper @obsessionofspn @sleepynatural @destielgaysex @gilmorenatural @faithdeans @heartshapedcas @howldean @redwinesupernova @cosmosinfinity23 @impala67-aka-baby @samsrowena @aturnoftheearth @themichaelvan @casbeeminestiel @boygeniusdisc
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i think God is trying to love me in the ways i understand — timothy l.l.s.h.
I can't tell you what the truth is. I think you already know. I think you are looking at me, and I think you know.
my poetry tag list (ask to be added or removed<3): @gracekisses @soldoutsaints @icantleave @hauntedpearl @chaosnatural @raytoroinmybackpack @carveredlund @pinknatural @deanwinchestersfloralwallpaper @obsessionofspn @sleepynatural @destielgaysex @gilmorenatural @faithdeans @heartshapedcas @howldean @redwinesupernova @cosmosinfinity23 @impala67-aka-baby @samsrowena @aturnoftheearth @themichaelvan @casbeeminestiel @punishercd @notreallyaroad @fatedbuddie @frogstiel @magdaclaire
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MY HANDS ARE ALWAYS SHAKING AND I DON'T KNOW WHEN IT STARTED — timothy l.l.s.h.
Have you ever had to catalogue your body to convince yourself that not only are you real, but your body is your own? For some reason I only really do it in the middle of the night. Unrelated, but my hands have been shaking more than usual lately.
my poetry tag list (ask to be added or removed<3): @gracekisses @down2th3river2pray @icantleave @hauntedpearl @chaosnatural @raytoroinmybackpack @carveredlund @pinknatural @deanwinchestersfloralwallpaper @obsessionofspn @sleepynatural @destielgaysex @gilmorenatural @faithdeans @heartshapedcas @howldean @redwinesupernova @cosmosinfinity23 @impala67-aka-baby @samsrowena @aturnoftheearth @themichaelvan @casbeeminestiel @punishercd @notreallyaroad @fatedbuddie @frogstiel @magdaclaire
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arizona, january 24 2003 — timothy l.l.s.h.
inspired by the poem “Cagnes-Sur-Mer” by Jorie Graham for day 4 of egan @theend4‘s spn poetry event… i’ve been thinking about the parallels of dean and mary for a while and. yeah. sometimes i write like i’m excising a wound from me.
taglist, just ask to be added or removed: @faithdeans @gracekisses @bloodydeanwinchester @heartshapedcas @theend4 @meatmensch @icantleave @doemons-blog @hellhazers @chaosnatural @ohmanohheckreallydoihaveto @carveredlund @pinknatural @deanwinchestersfloralwallpaper @obsessionofspn @urmomstiel @destielgaysex
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i think your souls taste like marshmallow whiskey and strawberry sunshine respectively — timothy l.l.s.h.
inspired by the poem “French Novel” by Richie Hofmann, for day 1 of Egan @theend4‘s poetry event! this one isn’t spn related, but… yeah <3
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