Man is freaked by sexual advance from fellow friend
By Amy Dickinson
Sept 1, 2015
Dear Amy: I’m a 28-year-old straight male. My best friend from childhood and I rent an apartment together. He came out to me when he was 18. I care about him as a brother (I’m an only child). We respect each other’s boundaries and I support him being gay. A couple of months ago my girlfriend of four years ended our relationship and I was crushed. During that time my best friend told me he needed to tell me a secret — that he had sexual feelings toward me and wanted to know if I felt the same way. I told him I loved him as a brother only and did not share any sexual feeling toward him.
After that night I thought everything was OK between us. Things went back to normal, but a couple of weeks ago he came home drunk. He crawled into bed with me and tried to be sexual with me.
I have been avoiding him and have not been talking to him. I don’t want to be in the same room alone with him right now, and I’m not sure what to do. I really do care for him like he’s my own brother. I don’t want to lose my friendship with him, but how do I get the point across to him that I’m not interested in him sexually? What can I do about this problem?
Dear Sad: Crawling into bed and coming on sexually to a sleeping person is assault. Unfortunately, like many victims of unwanted sexual contact, you seem to be blaming yourself and wondering what you can do to repair the relationship with the aggressor.
But he is the one who has disrespected and violated you. An ongoing friendship between the two of you might be impossible. This represents a huge loss for you, which is why you would like to try to repair what he broke.
What happened is not your fault! It is his. You should think very seriously about whether you want to continue to cohabit with him.
If you want to try to have a friendship, you two will have to talk about it. He should apologize and assure you this will never happen again. If it does, the friendship is over and the police should be called.
