There's few things I can and cannot post on my ig, so here's my cannot ig post photos. Photos of me, my colleague and my students.
Recently I confessed to him I like him, but.... It's hopeless anyway..... I wanted to forget him.....
Toward my anger......I just cant keep being angry with him...... I dont know..... To me, those two photos are the best photos.
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This is Self Care Charizard. Reblog whenever you need a temporary release from whatever stresses you currently have.
need this so bad
A tough week for me, too much work, I'm at the brink of giving up.
Source: corsolanite
I finally get the guts to draw Ali. I noticed there's a differences, I carefully how I draw these subjects, when I drew Ali, I felt there's some kind of weird aura, but when I draw the other, I felt nothing. Ali is on the left hand side.
Dreamt of Ali last night, today I met him. It's kind of strange that you met him in dream and later you meet him in real life. I was surprised when he asked me about me, about my 2019, and I casually ask him the same thing. Honestly, I really like this guy but my anxiety started to think that he might be unavailable. To top it up, I'm too ego to find out if he's single or not because my intention to go back to uni was not to find love but to get over with my job requirements.
However, when I sat behind him, the desire to draw him was too strong, but I had to hold my self cuz I don't want anyone to notice me that I draw him. Usually I draw for fun, 'still life' drawing, but making Ali as my subject, that something new, because if I did draw him then, that drawing isnt just A Drawing but it's a combination of me liking to draw people in front of me and my feelings towards him, thus, that drawing become a meaningful drawing. It's not just a drawing to kill time and as a representation of my boredom but it become important drawing as it connects to my inner feeling admiring him.
In the end I decided not to draw him as it might cause curiosity among my friends whose sitting next to me.
Me on 1st day of 2019
Sorry guys it has been awhile, but here I am again back to fan art