It’s crazy how you have to be careful with how much love you show.
If I ever stop talking to you & remove you from my life, just know how hard it was for me. I have a bad habit of holding onto the little bit of good in ppl & giving too many chances. So if I don’t fw you anymore, it’s bc you pushed me way past my limits—but when I'm done I'm done
there is something so comforting about sadness. about throwing things on your bedroom floor and not picking them up. about binging reality tv in the dark for 14 hours straight. about lying in your bed and not moving while the world continues to turn around you. overwhelming and heavy depression is comforting because it’s familiar. it allows you to sink into yourself and rot there for as long as you want. thats the vicious cycle with depression, it takes everything to not give into the comfort and familiarity that comes with it.
My mental health is just getting worse and worse in all aspects
you aren’t “hard to love.” you’re hard to manipulate, which is a good thing. some people equate having easy access to you as romance because they seek out relationships for self-serving reasons. some people want a person they can trick and gaslight into settling for less so they can get what they want out of you. you dodged a bullet if they used to tell you that. keep your standards and expectations high. don’t lower them for someone who says shit like that. that’s what they want you to do
i think furniture legs should be carved into little animal feet again. i think that would solve a lot of problems.
STOP. moment of gratitude for those precious times of breathing from your nostrils when you don't have a stuffy nose
why the FUCK are weekends only 2 days long do you really think that's enough to recover from the horrors of the work week. really.
if someone wants you, nothing can keep them away. If they dont want you, nothing can make them stay
Remember that
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been there, they've done it
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back hugs while cooking >>>>
while music plays in the background