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jalyssa will kill me one day and here is why

~you can literally see, hear, feel, and smell james’ character development and his slowly building love for alyssa

~the way alyssa looks at him while he’s dancing oHMYFUCKINGGOD

~james, the boy who has killed animals, punched his dad in the face, burned his hand to “feel something”, and saw his mother commit suicide, turned into james, who cried when alyssa had to put a dog down, tried to give her flowers when she got mad, and saved alyssa from sexual assault

~he didn’t cry at his mother’s funeral but cried because he missed alyssa so much

~james opening up to alyssa about his mom and how he should have done something about it and alyssa telling him it wasn’t his fault. he really needed that at the time and she knew that

~”when alyssa was sleeping, she looked a lot less angry”

~that scene where he waves to her with that lil smirk and she’s at the top of the hill, waving back to him

~alyssa gradually becomes more sensitive and open to james as the season goes on and it’s just so beautiful oh my god

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I think I’ve gone from bad to worse in matter of days and nobody seems to notice it. Is it the smile I fake? Or is it the way I avoid my own questioning gaze? Will anyone ever ask me if I am doing okay? Or will I soon fade away? I am scared that no one notices and I am scared that someone will. This isn’t a cry for attention. This is just a way of letting you all in.
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It’s weird to think about death. Their life ended. You have to use words like “used to” or “loved”.