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lunarfauxes
You don’t realize how alone you are until you’re staying up every night thinking about things you should never think of and you cant tell anybody because you have nobody to tell.

4:26am 7/1/14 (via nevahmind)

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That’s when I realized that certain moments go on forever. Even after they’re over they still go on, even after you’re dead and buried, those moments are lasting still, backward and forward, on into infinity. They are everything and everywhere all at once.

Lauren Oliver, Before I Fall (via hqlines)

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Dead inside.

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I want to live or I want to die. Anywhere on the spectrum but this awful in-between, this bland existing that I’m doing now. 

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alwaysbpd

when i first started having intrusive thoughts i was genuinely horrified by them but now i’m just like “nope, that’s illegal… that’s tempting but not happening… i’d go to jail for that… ”

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I think, I think one of the worst things about realizing you’ve been abused is the actual realization. Slowly learning what’s normal and what isn’t. Having it smack you in the face that “oh god that wasn’t normal that’s not normal all” and it’s just this horrifying realization

And it gets worse. You remember more trauma. You remember more of the hell they put you through. You wonder how they still think they did nothing wrong?

You doubt. You refuse to doubt. You panic. You become this mess of “is this real” and “I know this is real” and “I don’t want this to be real”