i feel like i only come her when i have something to get of my chest. Idk. I guess i just want somebody to care because it feels like nobody ever really does. And most of the Time i am okay with it. At least as okay as you could be. I got used to it and accepted the Fact that this is my Life rn and it might not change in a long time but i start to wonder if it’s just me. If really I am the Problem. Don’t worry this is not the kind of i wanna die post because i don’t wanna die. But i also don’t wanna be alone with this anymore. 

nothing is more heartbreaking than when you try your hardest and it still isnt enough

nature

YEEZAUSS