HAN FUCKING JOO-WON  i want to dissect him and put him under a microscope, i want him to get railed, i want to send him to therapy, i want to slap him, i want to hug him - i had to witness with my own two eyes how he went from ‘I don’t want to be touched’ to ‘I’m going to gently hold your hands while I’m silently begging for absolution’ TWICE he makes me go brrrr  i have yet to emotionally recover from the last 20 minutes i’m —