I'm so fucking tired

journal entry - 8.17.22 

“what is something that is always true?” 

two fingers inside you

five fingers around your neck

i want you to rape me over and over until i'm dripping wet and filled with your cum. want you to stop fucking me everytime you think im close so im on the edge the entire time. turn me into a crying and whimpering mess and when i finally give in and ask you to make me cum tell me to beg. keep fucking me while i beg and make me think you'll let me but as soon as i'm about to cum pull out and leave me desperate and covered in your cum. turn me into your rapetoy. <3

I wanna make out with someone as they pin me against the wall by my throat and tell me what a good girl I am in between kisses!!!

i'm single. if someone wants to ruin my life, send me msg

desperately needing you to hold me down and force your huge cock into me while i struggle against your weight and cry from the pain. fuck me till i’m sobbing, choking on my tears, shaking every time you slam in. let me fight against you, try to push you away in vain because my crying only turns you on more. open me up against my will, ruin me, break me in until my cries turn to stupid cumdrunk moans. my eyes roll back as you fuck load after load into me, and you scoff, slapping me harder. you knew i was nothing but a dumb whore after all.

Okay, but dry humping your dom in nothing but a baggy sweater and a collar but when you start to slow down as you reach your high, they yank you by the collar and whisper at you "did I say you could slow down? show me what a good little pet you are and maybe I'll let you cum." :((

oh god

need somebody to use me as their fleshlight while they watch porn and ignore my begging to stop as they just fill me up over and over bdjdbdfjbfbf

I want this more than anything 🥺

DOCTOR WHO | 2.00 — “The Christmas Invasion” (2005)

this is how my anxiety attacks go

i am here i miss you please do not forget me please still miss me