i am not here to be understood, however if you do understand what i am saying, how wonderful is that?

I like that nobody understands my writing but me,,

— Van Gough

*sees anyone interacting with anyone other than me* wow I guess you just forgot all about me. I guess it was all just lies and I read too much into it but I actually thought you liked me? what a fool I am

sorry i forgot to reply i dont feel fucking alive

the rumours are true… i have a soft heart

me to the moon: shit you’re so mentally attractive

GOD I just want to be CREATIVE but all my energy is being used to survive

all i do is yearn, read books, chug coffee, talk shit, cry and have panic attacks

tea*

my hobbies include staying up for hours at night stuck in a cycle of romanticizing the future and building up a deep infatuation for it and then proceeding to fear it.

it is not blood that runs through these veins but glitter gel pen ink

Someone on TikTok said that bitches with anxiety love the enemies to lovers trope because the idea of having someone see all of our negative traits first and then still fall in love with us is really comforting since we worry that if someone sees our negative traits after they fall in love, they’ll leave us.

It’s me, I’m bitches.