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first love/late spring

@gvlmohar

unfortunately if you are an old friend of mine i will always care about you no matter what even if we haven't seen each other in forever because i still remember what you were like 7 years ago and i still remember how it felt to be young with you and i still have a lot of love for you in the back of my mind

seven - taylor swift (2020)

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there's an episode of malcolm in the middle where he just shuts up and stops complaining for awhile and it immediately starts to significantly improve his life but also it causes him an ulcer and by the end of the episode he is literally spitting up blood and i have always deeply and unshakably believed that is exactly how the situation would play out for me too

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we should be able to discuss how online "queer culture" is extremely white-americanized and is being pushed onto international queer people to a point of erasure of their own queer histories, which can literally be defined as both xenophobia and also american domination. of course, however, since most of you don't care even for poc inside your own country, we're far away from this conversation.

queer imperialism is still imperialism

when everything everywhere all at once said of all the places i could be, i just want to be here with you

and when 12 monkeys (tv show) said death can be undone, love cannot

and when russian doll said "you promise if i don't jump i'll be happy?" "i can't but i promise you won't be alone"

and when palm springs said the pain matters, what we do to other people matters

and when arrival said despite knowing the journey and where it leads, i embrace it

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A KIND OF MUTUAL HAUNTING

Rare Monk, ‘Happy Haunting’ Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights The Great, 1x10 ‘The Beaver’s Nose’ Fiona Apple, ‘Slow Like Honey’ Judith McNaught, Almost Heaven @sunsbleeding​ (x) Beyoncé, ‘Haunted’ Fleetwood Mac, ‘Silver Springs’ Theodore Roethke, On Poetry and Craft Naiche Lizzette Parker, ‘Halloween’ Iris Murdoch, An Unofficial Rose