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@grumpygurlz

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just an update on me because i have a post of every time ive been sad but im doing amazing. It took me a long time to get over my heartbreak but im through it and i completely changed my mindset i am no longer a negative unsatisfied person i am happy and positive all i want to do is spread peace and love into the world. I currently have a job at an animal hospital where my best friend and her mom work, i got accepted into UNR and I already accepted admissions which means im moving out in 6 months. I have the most amazing people in my life right now. Guys are still dumb and will always be dumb. I have been single for 1 year and 2 months now and i have finally found myself and i am currently emotionally stable. I still have really bad anxiety and depression but I will never give up on myself. I dont get many panic or anxiety attacks anymore but i do go through sleep paralysis often. Overall im happy with life and with myself, i have learned to fall in with myself, i still have days when i feel insecure but i will NEVER allow anyone to control my thought or feelings ever again. I also will never settle for less than i deserve, i know my worth, i know i am a loving and kind person and that i have a beautiful soul so i will never settle for anything less both in frienships and relationships. I have completely cut off all toxic, negative, controlling and manipulative people in my life. I love me and I love everyone i will never stop trying to help people and contribute to their growth and happiness. Also a special thanks to my best friend even though we've only been friends since september she has helped me grow sm and she has been the most supportive amazing friend i could ask for, not only thatbut she is understanding and on weeks when i dont want to talk to anyone and help heal myself, she will keep her distance until i am ready and will never complain or get upset with me. We both go to the gym together 4x a week and are both trying to get completely mentally stable but we still understand we are individuals that are going through different journeys, she is such an amazing but i dont rely on her for happiness or support even though she does contribute to it. I love you hannah and i hope i see this post years later and we are still the best of friends.

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You never know what people have to go home to, always be kind.

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Dear whoever is reading this: I wish you a life full of warmth and happiness and love. I hope you’re okay. And if you aren’t now, you will be.

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i have been having horrible ass anxiety lately i dont feel like i can control it anymore and my trust issues are back i love people so much and all i want to do is spread love and positivity but i have no motivation for anything anymore and no one ever seems to be worth my time

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lmao😂/smh🙄

Eli Bosnick had the best response to this ridiculousness.

“If I gave you a bowl of skittles and three of them were poison would you still eat them?”
“Are the other skittles human lives?”
“What?”
“Like. Is there a good chance. A really good chance. I would be saving someone from a war zone and probably their life if I ate a skittle?”
“Well sure. But the point-”
“I would eat the skittles.”
“Ok-well the point is-”
“I would GORGE myself on skittles. I would eat every single fucking skittle I could find. I would STUFF myself with skittles. And when I found the poison skittle and died I would make sure to leave behind a legacy of children and of friends who also ate skittle after skittle until there were no skittles to be eaten. And each person who found the poison skittle we would weep for. We would weep for their loss, for their sacrifice, and for the fact that they did not let themselves succumb to fear but made the world a better place by eating skittles.
Because your REAL question…the one you hid behind a shitty little inaccurate, insensitive, dehumanizing racist little candy metaphor is, IS MY LIFE MORE IMPORTANT THAN THOUSANDS UPON THOUSANDS OF MEN, WOMEN, AND TERRIFIED CHILDREN…
… and what kind of monster would think the answer to that question… is yes?”
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c3rvida3

Took a nap and had a dream that I’d gotten a hyperrealistic tattoo of a Band Aid, just so that I could cover it with a real Band Aid.

When people would ask what happened, I’d say, “It’s kind of weird. Are you sure you wanna’ see?” and then I’d dramatically rip the Band Aid off to reveal my tattoo of a Band Aid.

Classic Astral Plane Me.

Don’t tempt me like this.