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Filthy art motherfucker

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Look at me funny and I'll break your arm. Shitposting and drawing.
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I like lots of fandoms and lots of things and my interests change constantly, so I have no "main" fandoms. I keep coming back to my abusive wives called Warcraft, TES, Star Wars and Star Trek and Transformers.

I'm terrible at tagging. Usually art can be found at #art. Incoherent ramblings can be found at #grozenrant (feel free to block) and all posts in my native language are tagged with #telem (also block if you want)

Art involving my setting is at #alkharis agni

DNI because I want to retch every time I see you: radfem and terf cattle, crypto and nft morons, Russian liberals & war supporters

WHAT are these pornbot names I fucking swear

Blocking bigot and sinful noncommunist are absolute gems

Anonymous asked:

idk how open you are to us sharing links cause i know it can sound scammy and shit, but i got this really great video on my recommended just randomly by this guy named timi haze, about how it's okay to be attracted to trans people (cause for a lot of cis people they see it as like. taboo or weird you know) and i just thought it's a real nice video for both trans people to hear affirming words and for cis people to expand their experiences. here it is if you want to check it out: https://youtu.be/fkcbqiwL5VI

Content warning for general topics about open discussions of sexuality and sex characteristics

I really feel this, specifically as a trans guy. I've found that my non-cis conforming body is a sight of both endless intrigue and scorn and fear.

In my experience, it's been both cis men and cis women who have been simultaneously attracted to my transness and yet afraid of it. Like, for instance, so many guys have expressed interest in me, yet my masculinity is threatening, something to be squandered or conquered.

I know I am attractive to others, including my transness. However, my consent in the matter isn't considered because being trans is seen as giving up consent. So many cis people are aware that they're attracted to trans people, but it's like they have to play up their importance by having the attitude that they're "doing us a favour by being attracted to us." It's all a play to maintain status as completely adhering to cissexism and heteronormativity.

I am very aware that plenty of cis people are both aware of their attraction to trans people and embrace it. However, I personally have experienced so much less of that compared to my other experiences. This isn't me saying cis people are horrible people, either. But, we live in a climate where attraction to trans people os taboo, like anon said, and it's important to remember that attraction to us being "taboo" will affect us - especially trans women, especially PoC, so many people.

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Personally, as a bi nb person who mostly presents as my AAB sex, I enjoy thinking about my attraction to trans people as not my attraction to boys or girls, but as a secret third gay thing.

To me being trans is just another flavour of person. Skinny or chubby, darker or lighter, masculine or feminine (or a secret third gay thing), trans or cis, tall or short, hairy or not. Transphobia is so silly and baseless. A big population of mostly cis people will eagerly go bomb children and die in a desert of an oil corporation, but will shit themselves to death if they see a person that doesn't fit their boy/girl binary, just because it's such a groundbreaking revelation to them, that gender is not a 1 or 0, it's a fuckin character creation menu slider

I think trans people are pretty cool and attractive, and as it is commonly known I am never wrong

[responding to your words in the post only, haven't watched the vid, apologies if i'm accidentally reiterating what the guy said]

New headcannon because I REFUSE that Tenshin is gone.

The reason why Teshin won't appear any longer is because he retired. That's right. RETIRED. He is safe and sound and living his best life. He is to old for tenno stuff and people hardly go to conclave so he has a hologram activated just in case. He occasionally checks in on the Tenno but he is no longer taking part in any system saving. After tnw he decided to just let the tenno deal with everything coming up.

I will continue to refuse what happend in tnw. It didnt happen. I can replay the quest and that part doesnt exist.

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Син беләсеңме котовий толстячок татарчада ничек була? Толстяк ничек әйтергә беләм, толстячок - белмим.

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АХАХАХ ИҢ ЯХШЫ ТУМБЛР АСКЫ

Татар телендә иркәләү формы "кай/кәй" суффиксы ярдәме белән булдырылган, шунлыктан татарча бу сүз "юанкай" булган булыр иде. Бу чөнки татар бу агглютинатив теле, шул сәбәптән һәрбер сүз суффикслар белән төзәлгән. Әгәр сен суффиксларны белсәң, сен бөтен диярлек татар телен беләсең :))

Anonymous asked:

How would you rank Zavala/Shaxx/Drifter etc based on how comfy their chests are?

:0 anon I insta love you. We doing all the men, for ✨equality✨ because we know my answer for any woman would be “extremely comfy”.

1st, The best of the best: Zavala. Zavala? Why Zavala? Frictional alopecia. Google it. Then think, if someone wears armour all day, wouldn’t it eventually cause hair loss? That being said, titans aren’t built like your dehydrated movie stars, they’re built like weight lifters. Big old huggable titans. Zavala, being one of the strongest, yet still not seeing as much combat as others, would be just soft enough to make the perfect pillow.

2nd: Drifter. He doesn’t have the same muscle mass as Zavala, and I feel as if he’d be a little tense during the interaction. He’s still soft and huggable, yet slightly less so.

3rd: Shaxx & Saladin. Both have the same Titan build as Zavala, yet the key difference is they regularly work out and see combat. You can’t tell me Shaxx hasn’t played his own games once or twice a week. They’re still incredibly comfy.

4th: Saint-14. I’m unsure on exo chest biology. So I’m going with soft chests for fun. Saint is only this far down because he is made of metal and I feel some of it would dig into your skin.

5th: Shaw Han. He’s in that neutral area where he’s almost as good as Saint, but not quiet. Because he’s a hunter.

6th: Asher Mir. I personally haven’t seen him in game, but I’ve seen pictures, and I feel like he is in the dead neutral zone.

7th: Osiris. Just a little too scrawny.

8th: banshee. I would’ve placed him lower but if I say exo chests are soft then… he had to be this high. He’s not bad to cuddle with, but he had more metal plating so it’s just uncomfortable at the wrong angles.

9th: Crow. I hate to put him so far down the list, but he probably still has the scrawny, slightly starved, mildly feral Uldren body. Toothpick man.

10th: Spider, Variks, and Misraaks. I’m fairly certain that they’re covered in chitin save for certain places like joints, and it doesn’t strike me as comfortable.

11th: last but definitely least is the hive. All of them. They are covered in chitin and I feel like it’d feel like putting your face against a moist, slightly sticky rock.

I apologize to any character stans , this is just my opinion. You don’t gotta agree with me, and I respect that. So show me the same respect.

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Wranduin, a toxic relationship after all?

Im not new to this ship, years ago Ive also shipped it, to a lesser degree, while playing WoW on a private server. I liked it, the dynamic seemed cute and interesting and the characters seemed to have a backstory together and all was well, I didnt question anything, and soon forgot about this ship after I stopped playing WoW.

Now Im back, I started shipping it again, but soon I came to the disheartening realization that this ship may  not  be as cute as I thought.

Again, all my knowledge of this ship and the characters come from tumblr posts so I obviously lack information, but I need to vent about the things I noticed.

Feel free to correct me.

From what I could gather Anduin and Wrathion met as teens in Pandaria, they played chess and became friends (?)

After that they met again a few years later (?).

But instead of a hearty reunion, Anduin punches Wrathion.

I mean sure, Anduin been through some shit, but so has Wrathion and he still tried to reunite with a hug.

There apparently also were letters written by Wrathion to Anduin, which the king just plain out ignored.

Which makes me think, this sounds like a onesided, toxic relationship.

And no the punch wasnt full of sexual tension and unspoken lustful desires like Ive read in some posts, that was a punch full of hatred.

Blizzard seems to have overcorrected their subtle possible homo relationship into a toxic one sided friendship (while still put in a little bit of queerbaiting cuz why not).

Blizzard really mistreats the poor dragon.

And made Anduin into a petty toxic bitch.

Again feel free to correct me.

(My prior post to this ship and the points Ive made still stand though)

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IMHO the toxicity actually mostly comes from Wrathion's side. I love him, he's one of my favourite characters, but he is a scumbag and the punch not only was well deserved, my man needs to be a put on a leash. So judging by your post you're not very knowledgeable on the Pandaria-Draenor-Legion part of the timeline, therefore let me tell you a few things you missed :D

1. Wrathion was afraid of Legion's returning, and had some really wild ideas about how he wanted to prepare Azeroth for Sargeras' coming. For once, he wanted for one of the factions to finally win and absorb the other into itself, so that Azeroth meets the Legion unified to prevent in-group bickering which cost everyone their freedom, their planet and their lives. He chose Alliance and through Varian would put an end to the war and finally destroy the Horde.

2. Not only that, but he was also acting totally on his own. This self absorbed fool was surrounded by people who have lived decades, hundreds, thousands of years more than him and understood the world of Azeroth intricately, yet he never cooperated with anyone and basically decided the future of Azeroth on his own.

3. When Garrosh was finally captured, he hoped for Varian to kill him and every other Horde racial leader present at the meeting when Vol'jin was appointed Warchief. He was really disappointed when Varry did not, and decided that the best course of action WAS TO FREE GARROSH 💀

4. This bit

5. Garrosh escaped to an alternate timeline Draenor with the help of a bronze dragon. WoD happened. I personally blame Wrathion for that expansion. He brought THAT upon us lol

6. Alternate Draenor had alternate Gul'dan. Gul'dan, a powerful and scary dude who was thankfully killed during the first war, whose skull Illidan ate to become what he is today, IS NOW BACK. Of course, alternate Gul'dan contacts the legion, becomes a warlock, etc etc etc

7. WoD is over (thank fuck!!). Gul'dan brings the Legion to Azeroth. Wrathion caused that. Varian is killed. Wrathion also caused that. Anduin the poor guy is going through the roughest time of his life as to date (Shadowlands are right around the corner though lmao) so there's nothing toxic about him ignoring letters from a dude who knocked him out while Anduin was trying to stop him from freeing the scariest war criminal Azeroth has ever seen, and then very much directly caused the invasion of the Burning Legion, unimaginable suffering and countless deaths, including his only surviving parent. (His mother was killed during communist riots in Stormwind)

8. In general, Wrathion is a super clueless person due his egotism and how little he thinks of others. Trying to contact Anduin after everything he did was outrageously tone deaf, and not in a "pure uwu babygirl" kinda way, but more in a "I'm uniquely competent and the fact that you hold a grudge against me for my masterplan going south is your own personal failure... anyway, here's more about how I spent my day" kinda way.

9. Also, Anduin was being influenced by N'Zoth in that cutscene. Andy is the real babygirl here, bro deserved so much better than what he got 😭🙏

10. Also, this might be a personal gripe, but Wrathion is kinda ruthless. Just to compare him to Sabellian (who I'm not a fan of, frankly, but this is a good contrast) - while Sabellian was trying to fight the corruption and actively working on purifying fellow black dragons from Old Gods' corruption, Wrathion did the exact opposite. Back in Cataclysm when we first met Wrathy, he hatched in the basement of a bandits' headquarters and hung around with those rogues for a long while. One of his closest advisors who was very intensely loyal to him, and stayed lotal even when Deathwing returned, was Fahrad. Fahrad kept his black dragon identity secret and helped Wrathion cull other black dragons, since Wrathion judged them beyond salvation (not even having tried or even considered any other way btw). In the end, Wrathion did sus out Farhad as a black dragon and ordered for the player to kill him, while Fahrad pleaded with Wrathion to spare him because he was in control of the voices in his head, and it was Wrathion's words that triggered him to go off the rails and attack us. Which, he could've done at any point. I am sure that he had plenty of moments to surprise attack Wrathion, and I frankly doubt a whelp could defend itself from a fully grown, rather old drake. Additionally, to have someone be so loyal to you, to spend so much time with them and not even grow attach enough to try to help them instead of killing them due to an affliction they did their best to control, which they were not to blame for? I think that's really messed up. And Wrathion is definitely not a positive or trustworthy character. He is the toxic one here lmao

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came for your gorgeous elder scrolls fanart, stayed for your political views. god I hope it doesn't sound weird or come off as a cliche. I'm a shy person and I'd sooner chew concrete than engage in any form of social interaction with another person but most of the things you post just hit too close to home, so here I am. I virtually have no hope for things to get better but as someone who's living in a war-mongering, human-rights-pulverizing hellhole (Iran), I'm sending you love and support :)

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Hey that's fine no worries, this is a very sweet message, you don't sound weird

I don't know the specifics of modern day Iran's political climate, frankly, to me you guys are one of those epic kickass countries with an insane history and culture (if there is one setar fan alive I'm that fan, if there are no setar fans I'm dead) that I would absolutely kill to visit or have a friend from. I understand the general picture of what you're talking about, though. One of my lesser discussed political views is that I think no fascist regime grows on it's own, supported only from the inside and not from the outside - North Korea exists because it was comfortable to the USSR; Putin exists because Russian oligarchs sponsored 90% of Europe's luxury market (isn't that fucking nuts?) + cheap oil and resources and a politically non-threatening dictator with no real agenda except love me I'm the best also buy my oil, who could be bought with a few shinies and a few bows of the head. To say there were red flags is a huge understatement, there were sirens blaring practically since 2008 when Russia decided to intervene in Georgia (and this topic is another beast in it's own, Georgia is definitely not blameless in this situation, but foreign intervention was super uncalled for), and then in 2014 with Crimea, in 2015 when the biggest anti-Putin politican was shot in the head in the actual middle of Moscow, etc etc etc. Maybe this is just a powerful "I live in a fascist regime that kills people and I don't want to feel like I'm to blame for that" cope, maybe I'm right about this, but I don't believe empires of evil ever sprout on their own. It grows, at least in Putin's case it did, bit by bit - the fascist was useful there, the fascist stayed pleasant and silent while the democrat was loud and aggressive trying to defend his point of view, the fascist was corrupt and provided cheap resources, etc.

Neither do I hope for things to get better, not for a long time definitely. I'm sorry that I can't give you a bunch of hot takes about Iran, I would've love to write a manuscript about your country and how I think things could change for you lol, I just don't know enough. For this part of the world, I think, the clear path to "better things" is by dismantling Putin's power verticale and installing an actual democratic institution. I, however, have grown indifferent and frankly negative towards the current Russian opposition - being someone from an ethnic minority who came from a largely Russified family while also having been teased, made fun of or disciminated against on a racist basis in school, at work, etc, hearing a "Moscow without [untranslatable racist slur" and "there are good nationalists" takes from people who could potentially represent me and my interests, I'm not too thrilled about the whole Navalny-as-president thing. But it would be better. For me, the perfect way things could evolve would be for the Russian Federation to either to completely lose it's "Russian" identity and become an actual federation, a conglomeration of independent states with their own culture, language, legislature, etc, or for Russia to explode and let all of our peoples free. The latter would most likely be the ideal scenario, I hope to one day come to our Tatar capital of Qazan and not hear a single word of Russian spoken there :)

I think things won't get better as long as we sit idly and watch history go by. I come from a really poor family and grew up in poverty, so I have a crippling anxiety when it comes to finances - my plan for the nearest future is to go find an extremely profitable job and move my family the fuck out of Russia. After that's done, I would want to jump into said history that's flowing right by me. Around six months ago when I decided I need to leave the country and take my family with me, I realised that if I leave forever it will be admitting defeat to people who shaved off years of comfortable life from me, and taken said life from hundreds of thousands of others - so when I tie loose ends and I know my parents have a dignified retirement and my young siblings have a bright future, I plan to come back, or at least contribute to this. For now though? Yeah I agree things look dim. But don't lose hope, and definitely don't let them win - no king rules forever. And while they may be taking powerful positions in body, unless you think of them as truly powerful, they will never amount to anything. A throne is just a chair, really

Mamnun for the ask, I'm glad you like my art, and please don't chew concrete :)

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I can see that you clearly know a good deal about the events related to your country and are not scared of taking your stance. I know it takes a great deal of courage and I admire you for that.

I'm also glad you replied with a wall of text. It sure as hell did inspire me to write more because I left so much unsaid in the ask lol

I've taken some time off from politics because of mental health problems and all that (used to get worked up about things I couldn't do anything about) but still can't resist the urge of taking a peek at the recent events, so while I'm not completely aware of all the details, I'm not completely ignorant either.

the dictator here runs a cult, I think that's what most dictators do anyway. it's mixed with religious sentiments. I doubt anyone buys their bullshit nowadays unless they have a stake in it, and by the looks of it everyone has a stake except the common people who are suffering. Their propaganda has been successfully hooked unto religious fascism from the beginning and that's been its propelling engine for some time now, manipulating people's beliefs for their own benefit.

now for the war-mongering part - and I'm not going to discuss Iran's intervention and support of dictators and militants in Yemen, Syria, and Afghanistan - I'm sure the wreckage of Iranian drones used by Russian forces in Ukraine is pretty the hot topic of the recent news of what's going on there. I, for one, thought it to be western media just bunching up bad guys together to increase dramatic effects or something. Like who would team up with the LOSING side when the sentiment in the country is completely against that and the negotiations you have with the west over the whole nuclear thing and sanctions are hanging by a very thin thread but man I was wrong. the regime openly admits to this, is proud of it, and goes on delusional rants about how Putin is defeating the evil west and Ukraine is just the beginning, and so on and so forth. You get it. almost North Korea level of anti-western sentiments.

And recently, I had the opportunity (or should I say "misfortune"?) of reading a piece of news about how the head of the regime has very subtly changed his views on Russia and its invasion of Ukraine because he's somehow felt that Russia is losing? and just like that the regime is probably going to unlatch itself from Russia and cling to a more profitable ally that'd safeguard its continued existence. All the while the minorities are being oppressed and the money-printing inflation is plunging the people into ever-increasing poverty, the prisons are choke-full of political dissidents of ethnical minorities waiting to be hanged, and don't even get me started on the situation of LGBTQ+ people here, it's the last place you'd want to be gay in.

The people ARE fighting back, I don't know if you've heard about the recent wave of protests that was set off by the death of Mahsa Amini this September. But the people are exhausted, so many of the protestors have been outright killed, or are in jail, waiting for their death sentences. God knows what outside force is keeping this regime fed, maybe it's the very enemy that the regime likes to pretend it's fighting? I honestly don't intend to find out (or maybe I do, curiosity will take the better of me eventually.) I just want to survive the unexpected internet blackouts as long as I'm here.

My views on the opposition might get me in trouble with its supporters but that's for another rant, suffice to say that most of the opposition you'd meet on the Internet don't have a first-hand experience of what living here is like. That being said, I don't mean that their "solutions" are completely useless but maybe a little too idealistic and far from the reality of our lives here.

You keep bringing up stuff I can relate to so much. I love this place, and hell it's not even nostalgia. this place is beautiful, I WANT to spend time here just enjoy the essence of this land. Leaving it feels like… defeat? but I keep telling myself that I've got no choice (which is a lie honestly, I do, just don't have enough courage or willpower), that if I really want to make an impact, I first need to get the hell out of here and out of this pitiful existence of my everyday life where the word "progress" is basically meaningless.

I want to honor the ancient tradition of hospitality of my people by inviting you to visit Iran (or what's left of it, that is). Despite everything, the country is still a lovely place, tho a distant echo of its ancient history. True, it's being ruined by the regime's constant efforts to impose its ideology, exploiting almost anything until it has turned into a hollow husk of its former glory.

I wish you the best of luck in your efforts and contribution to help your people and I sincerely do hope that you find a nicer place to live and manage to look after your family.

Finally, it's a little late but I want to say Happy Nowruz! it's celebrated by many ethnicities in central Asia so I just assumed that Tartars also share this tradition :)

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>waiting to be hanged

Bruh I completely forgot Iran has the death penalty that's insane. And I've heard about the recent protests, you guys are 100% braver than us over here, and I don't know what the statistics for pro-regime and anti-regime sentiments look like, but much smarter than us aswell, seeing as only 20 to 30 something % of Russia is actively pro-Putin, the rest either being too cowardly (like me 🤕 I've been to protests, but never gotten violent with the police, and I really regret that. Although I am a small 165cm girl, I'm still really ashamed of running away instead of fighting them), or too indifferent ("I'm outside of politics") or just plain ignorant, having no idea what's going on and living without a care in the world. So Iranians are definitely the real deal here, while our opposition is kind of all bark and no bite at all. I think I do remember seeing videos of protestors chasing the police off the streets, I do wish we aswell had the guts do that.

I definitely would love to visit one day. I know it's an exonym, but I always loved the word "Persia" the westerners use for you guys, it just sounds so like... cool, I guess, and desert-y, and very pretty :D I generally hate exonyms, they're cringe, but I always loved the sound of "Persia", and the way a Persian would be called in Russian - "Pers". Such a colourful word. One of the few places I've seen from Iran is the Yazd city, I suppose it's the historic part of it, the one made of sandstone. Absolutely gorgeous. I in general am the biggest fan of the Middle East, and I am guilty of liking both the western romanticised orientalist version of it, and the real culture as told by actual Middle Easterners. I'm actually developing a fantasy world of my own as a side project for fun, and a bunch of things are very loosely inspired by the Amazigh, the Arabs and several Indo-Iranian cultures. Also, GUH there's a compatriot of yours called Farya Faraji who creates bangers like this and safe to say I am also a huge fan of the general Indo-Iranian microtonal musical tradition. (I don't know about Indo-Iranian languages that much, but I think Kurdish and Farsi are closely related enough where you might understand a few words? anyway there's a couple Kurdish bands I listen to on the regular, and I think this is a great example of what I mean by the Indo-Iranian musical tradition. Biggest thanks to your ancestors for giving the world and me specifically such bops to listen to when I'm at work or commuting or whatever :D love Farya and the Kamkaran so much)

In general you guys are great and deserve the best. I definitely wouldn't want a super ancient culture and people like yours to live under a despot, and I'll never understand and forever hate schauvinists (of which there are many) who dislike or are prejudiced against Middle Easterners - I think meeting a person who comes from such an incredible cultural background is amazing, and the last time I spoke with a Tajik man who lived in Afghanistan and Iran for a good chunk of his life, I asked him so much about his travels, what he saw, the kinds of peoples he met. In general, I'm personally super depressed to see countries that are actually culturally and historically interesting to me, like every country in Central Asia and the Middle East, not be a _super_ economically viable option of a place I'd consider moving to, especially compared to the racist road ridden hellhole of America and the built-on-African-bones rich countries of Europe. If I had that choice, I'd love to live in Central Asia or the Middle East, or at least be a frequent visitor to either. Now I'm the one being a little weird, but there is no purer joy for me than the one I feel when I learn a cool word or name from another culture, or when I learn something new about another culture, or just to have an opportunity to share just how much childlike glee simply listening to songs like the ones your ancestors sung :))) Humans are so fucking cool man!! We'll definitely make this, don't worry. Our bright future is a long and difficult road ahead of us, and we'll have to work hard for it, and it won't be an easy journey, but we'll make it, and I'm sure our ancestors will be so proud of us.

And I've never celebrated Nowruz, my family is unfortunately quite culturally Russified xD Don't know much about it, but now that you mention it I should look into it. But Ramadan Karim, if you personally celebrate that because we do :D Also, we're TATARS* not Tartars like the sauce hahaha

(by the way if you've got any Iranian ethnic bands, mind sending me some names?? I've been running dry on interesting ethno music, and since I'm such a sucker for that Kurdish band, I'm sure I'll love whatever you show me aswell. Unfortunately without knowing the target language it's quite difficult to find folk music, you just stumble on pop and rap, which are great, but not what I'm looking for lol)

came for your gorgeous elder scrolls fanart, stayed for your political views. god I hope it doesn't sound weird or come off as a cliche. I'm a shy person and I'd sooner chew concrete than engage in any form of social interaction with another person but most of the things you post just hit too close to home, so here I am. I virtually have no hope for things to get better but as someone who's living in a war-mongering, human-rights-pulverizing hellhole (Iran), I'm sending you love and support :)

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Hey that's fine no worries, this is a very sweet message, you don't sound weird

I don't know the specifics of modern day Iran's political climate, frankly, to me you guys are one of those epic kickass countries with an insane history and culture (if there is one setar fan alive I'm that fan, if there are no setar fans I'm dead) that I would absolutely kill to visit or have a friend from. I understand the general picture of what you're talking about, though. One of my lesser discussed political views is that I think no fascist regime grows on it's own, supported only from the inside and not from the outside - North Korea exists because it was comfortable to the USSR; Putin exists because Russian oligarchs sponsored 90% of Europe's luxury market (isn't that fucking nuts?) + cheap oil and resources and a politically non-threatening dictator with no real agenda except love me I'm the best also buy my oil, who could be bought with a few shinies and a few bows of the head. To say there were red flags is a huge understatement, there were sirens blaring practically since 2008 when Russia decided to intervene in Georgia (and this topic is another beast in it's own, Georgia is definitely not blameless in this situation, but foreign intervention was super uncalled for), and then in 2014 with Crimea, in 2015 when the biggest anti-Putin politican was shot in the head in the actual middle of Moscow, etc etc etc. Maybe this is just a powerful "I live in a fascist regime that kills people and I don't want to feel like I'm to blame for that" cope, maybe I'm right about this, but I don't believe empires of evil ever sprout on their own. It grows, at least in Putin's case it did, bit by bit - the fascist was useful there, the fascist stayed pleasant and silent while the democrat was loud and aggressive trying to defend his point of view, the fascist was corrupt and provided cheap resources, etc.

Neither do I hope for things to get better, not for a long time definitely. I'm sorry that I can't give you a bunch of hot takes about Iran, I would've love to write a manuscript about your country and how I think things could change for you lol, I just don't know enough. For this part of the world, I think, the clear path to "better things" is by dismantling Putin's power verticale and installing an actual democratic institution. I, however, have grown indifferent and frankly negative towards the current Russian opposition - being someone from an ethnic minority who came from a largely Russified family while also having been teased, made fun of or disciminated against on a racist basis in school, at work, etc, hearing a "Moscow without [untranslatable racist slur" and "there are good nationalists" takes from people who could potentially represent me and my interests, I'm not too thrilled about the whole Navalny-as-president thing. But it would be better. For me, the perfect way things could evolve would be for the Russian Federation to either to completely lose it's "Russian" identity and become an actual federation, a conglomeration of independent states with their own culture, language, legislature, etc, or for Russia to explode and let all of our peoples free. The latter would most likely be the ideal scenario, I hope to one day come to our Tatar capital of Qazan and not hear a single word of Russian spoken there :)

I think things won't get better as long as we sit idly and watch history go by. I come from a really poor family and grew up in poverty, so I have a crippling anxiety when it comes to finances - my plan for the nearest future is to go find an extremely profitable job and move my family the fuck out of Russia. After that's done, I would want to jump into said history that's flowing right by me. Around six months ago when I decided I need to leave the country and take my family with me, I realised that if I leave forever it will be admitting defeat to people who shaved off years of comfortable life from me, and taken said life from hundreds of thousands of others - so when I tie loose ends and I know my parents have a dignified retirement and my young siblings have a bright future, I plan to come back, or at least contribute to this. For now though? Yeah I agree things look dim. But don't lose hope, and definitely don't let them win - no king rules forever. And while they may be taking powerful positions in body, unless you think of them as truly powerful, they will never amount to anything. A throne is just a chair, really

Mamnun for the ask, I'm glad you like my art, and please don't chew concrete :)

I have been on tumblr since... 2013? A man of few words truly

I am OBSESSED with people telling me how they met the love of their life. Just found out my director met his wife through a misdirected email - that’s fate right there.

“I saw her last name was Jewish - and I’m Jewish, so when I corrected the email I told her Shabbat Shalom with a smiley face — this was the very beginning of the emoticon era, you understand. She had a watermark of a dog rescue at the bottom of her email, and I love dogs, so I found her website and there she was — all these videos of her rehabilitating dogs and talking about the organization. I fell in love with her just from those videos.”

😭😭😭

“I asked if we could meet for coffee, told her I was looking for volunteer opportunities — which was halfway a lie — and she said ‘okay, but just so you know I have a boyfriend, so this is strictly business,’ and I was so disappointed, but I did want to meet her. We sat in that coffeeshop until they turned the lights out on us, and she broke up with her boyfriend the next day.”

MULTIPLE people in the notes have told me how important these tags are to them so here’s to keeping it in the main post.

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"also they were in their 40s at this point. not young lovers. which is a reminder that love stories happen at all ages." end id]