T4T WIN AT PRIDE 🐕🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
DEVASTATING the lyric you've been mishearing is better than the real one
Hate when antis say you can’t use dark fiction to cope. It’s ableist as fuck tbh, and they don’t realize or care to comprehend that fact.
It’s always “Protect trauma survivors” and “encourage healing” until it’s something they don’t agree with. “*gasp* you can’t cope with your trauma like that! It gross and makes me feel icky!”
Healing from past trauma isn’t supposed to be pretty, it’s not about what make you comfortable. It’s about what works for a victim and that’s it. Don’t like it? Then don’t engage. You don’t get to dictate what a disabled person can and can’t do if it doesn’t actively hurt people.
#i want to reblog this 500 times#this is why “proship dni dni” is in my bio i want nothijg to do with this sort of thinking#i also want to add that talking about this in therapy has been incredibly healing!#i encourage anyone else who has struggled seeing this ideology pick up over the years to see an art therapist
mushroom chat just dropped
I want to log on to the mushroom chat so bad
What would you even say?
"Had a cute frog sit on me today. Win."
i'm just thinking abt how many providers i've had who heard my story abt psychiatric abuse + immediately individualized it. "oh, you're so smart + kind+ obviously sane! you didn't deserve that! i can't believe they gave you that diagnosis when you're obviously not like that! they shouldn't have treated u like that when all you did was xyz! they shouldn't have assumed you were crazy like that!"
there is always a third person haunting this interaction- the patient who does deserve that, who is "actually" that evilscary diagnosis, who did Have To be treated like that. if i want to soak up the affirmations of these providers, i must be careful to never become this third person. i must affirm myself by setting myself apart from her- i did not deserve to be treated like that because i am not like that.
i reject this. not only was i like that, she + everyone else like that deserve everything i deserve. they are my siblings + my friends + my lovers. i do not need to cut them out of me to believe i deserved better. i refuse to comfort myself through the lens of someone else's dehumanization. the tragedy is not that psychiatric violence was applied to someone who not insane enough to warrant it. the tragedy is the violence.
My Enphoso Soul
unfollow if you must but i am here to come out and say i have the soul of an enphoso, when i see a glaggle or a giggler i become overwhelmed by rage and destructive feelings. you could say i have an enphoso's soul within me. on the inside, i am enphoso, it may seem really twisted and evil, i know, but its true. i am enphoso. and i wish for the destruction and torment of happy smilers and chuckling gigglers due to my enphoso heart. sorry not sprry for being true to myself you should probably DNI if youre a glaggle/giggler/other glognut eater. this wasnt an easy decision to make due to the stigma against enphosos but i can no longer deny my soul. my enphoso soul.
