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everything is going to be okay.

@graubetonx

i don't know what kind of blog i run/ recovering/
each part of me is as strong as it is sensitive/
“The worst thing about knowing is the unknowing. The forgetting, the body remembering the before and not the after, clinging to things you thought you had unlearned. The unknowing is the worst because it comes with the knowing, the sharp sting of understanding yet falling into the same rhythms. As if one needs to be undone all over again, as if we are defined by making the same mistakes over and over and over again. Stitching and unstitching, on and on, never beyond.”

— flyaway hairs, a child’s painting with all the sense of innocence and none of mastery, the sip of ice cold water down a parched throat, the light brown of thai milk tea // archaic remains 78

i have a soft spot in my heart for people who notice the little things

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stevenluce

From Now On

No more lying

No more caring about what everyone’s saying behind my back

(Someone’s always saying something)

No more being a slave to routine

No more doing this and that for the wrong reasons

No more being a complete mess

(Literally and figuratively)

No more being bitter

No more caring about being famous

(It’s silly, just do what you love and show other people because you love it)

No more ominous omens reigning down from the skies

No more self destruction

No more falling in love with someone before you get a chance to really know them

(The past has shown it usually doesn’t work)

((Well I guess it did work once and twice))

(((Take your time asshole)))

No more glitter

No more Ba Bam

You write poetry because you like writing poetry

You play music because you enjoy playing music

You chase euphoria because you think about how you’re gonna’ die one day and hey why not?

So you don’t know what the stars are all about

So you never learned to read a crystal ball

So you figured out pop culture is a big pissing contest with real life consequences

Whatever

You’re here

It’s now

And now it’s now

Tick tock

Fucking relax

The system was made to make your life feel like it’ll never be enough

“We kiss again and this time, it feels familiar. I know exactly how we fit together, his arm around my waist, my hands on his chest, the pressure of his lips on mine. We have each other memorized.”

Veronica Roth, Divergent

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thoradvice

this isn’t all that there is!!! there are sunsets you haven’t seen, people you haven’t met, things you haven’t learned, food you haven’t tried, and places you haven’t visited. life is so much more than what you’re experiencing right now, and there will always be new things coming. there’s so much more out there for you!!