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Big Dick/Small M'F

@grangerlife28

love will fuk you up, but the BITCH is the one who fuk'D up!
To me a broken heart isn’t crying for a few weeks and feeling better; It is hurting and thinking about this heartbreak all the time. Not being able to be around people who don’t understand. When I see specifically clothes it hurts to wear them because I once wore these clothes on these beautiful days I had with you. To me it’s doing everything this person once taught me so I feel closer. It’s crying until 2AM and waking up 8AM because even in my sleep I am too aware that I have lost a thing. It’s lie on the floor feeling this pain on your chest and your heart breaking , while your body screams for this person to come back. It’s crying your eyes out until they are thick and the next moment I am staring like a empty person. It’s losing contact with reality for a while because in my own world I never lost this person. It’s trying not to get drunk because I know it will only fuck me up more. It’s throwing up from sadness, and it is seeing this person in everything I do. I never realy was good with heartbreaks. It fucks everything up for a while.

R.R.

Story of my life...

“The fear of getting hurt again has only led you to hurt yourself. Come out now. Come out while there’s still some living left to be done. This person who hurt you doesn’t deserve to still dictate your life decisions. Your discipline and dedication to structure is an illusion. You’re still powerless because you’re letting certain incidents define your life. If you really want to be in control again, you have to learn to let go again. It’s the only way.”

Ryan O'Connell, “The Fear Of Getting Hurt Again”

Baby mommas fine dumb ass made this accur in my life. .. I chose to leave her or kick her out cause she chose not to do laundry and cook while I was working. She continued to blame my children as why.. when she was the reason..she continuously woke up at 9-10a.m and f.b'd it for couple hours then finally decided to get up after i was out of work and already pissed off cause she hasn't done shit. ..now she has her good job looking all fine as fuk,,,won't give us a chance now she has a job and let's her gma do all the kid work for her ..shez grown but not all the way. But damn I want her so bad. .. help...