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I lost it all again when he told me he loves me.

Dark Questions

My muse must answer truthfully.

  1. What line should someone never cross?
  2. What line have you crossed that you regret?
  3. Do you hate yourself?
  4. What do you hate about yourself?
  5. Do you hate others?
  6. What do you hate about others?
  7. Do you have a mental illness?
  8. Have you ever sought therapy?
  9. Has therapy ever worked?
  10. Do you have a physical illness?
  11. Do you have a physical disability?
  12. Do you take medication(s)?
  13. Do you overthink things?
  14. Do you take things too literally?
  15. Have you ever died?
  16. Were you brought back?
  17. When you were brought back what was your reaction?
  18. Have you ever been in a coma?
  19. What was it like?
  20. Are you more likely to have dreams or nightmares?
  21. Do you think your friends shouldn’t like you?
  22. Do you ever wonder why people hang around you?
  23. Have you ever pushed someone away?
  24. Why did you push them away?
  25. Is your first instinct to run and hide, try to talk it out, or fight?
  26. What’s your moral alignment?
  27. Are you a sadist?
  28. Are you a masochist?
  29. Are you a pyromaniac?
  30. What would it take to push you over the edge of anger?
  31. What would it take to mentally break you?
  32. Have you ever been mentally broken? Describe the experience.
  33. Have you ever been physically broken? Describe the experience.
  34. Who has caused you the most pain in your life?
  35. What is your core belief about yourself? (I.e. “I’m a horrible person”)
  36. What assumptions do you make about yourself due to that belief? (I.e. “I cause people problems”)
  37. What rules do you follow due to that belief? (I.e. “Stay quiet or else they might hate you.”)
  38. Do you think people should know your pain? Or do you believe that nobody should?
  39. Do you have brief moments of happiness?
  40. Does your trauma have specific triggers? What are they?
  41. What is the strangest thing that’s ever triggered memories of your trauma or panic?
  42. Do you have hope in the future?
  43. Do you think you can get better?
  44. What do you stay alive for?
  45. Do you ever get terribly-timed existential dread?
  46. Have you ever said something that made it obvious you’re ill and suddenly everyone around you looked at you strangely? Describe it.
  47. What is the strangest reason you’ve gotten rationally angry?
  48. How do you cope?
  49. Have you ever hurt yourself?
  50. Have you ever hurt someone else?

Now we’re cooking with fel fire.