i hate nerves and anxiety. oh nooo i am scared of acting like a weird bitch to remedy this i will act like a weird bitch

pigmon, a popular monster among girls

ahh ahhh i’m roatating it

in my midn it’s beautiful

*puppy dog town*

*puppy dog village*

***cuppy dog city***

i wanna go  I wanna go ahhh

been thinking a lot about anticipatory grief lately. i love you so much that i know losing you will devastate me. i haven't lost you yet but i already miss you. we still have time, but it won't be enough. i think about what i would say at your funeral, and say some of it to you now cause i need you to know how loved you are before you go. you will go where i cannot follow, but you will never really leave me. it won't make it hurt less but it is a part of healing somehow.