Coward

I’m repeating my own mistakes because I’m too scared to let go.

Need rehab

You are my addiction How do I kick this habit? Make these people stop mentioning your name Let me forget about your existence just for a few moments So that I can catch my breath before the next hit

Counting Down

How long will it be this time before I break?

Safety First

I just want to feel safe with you again, is that so hard?

I Have Reached

Ring— ring— you have reached the voicemail box of… You must have not had reception Ring— ring— ring— ring— ring— you have reached… Maybe you didn’t hear the phone Ring— you have rea… I’ve ran out of excuses for you

In Another Life

In another world, my life is perfect.

Letter not sent

I’m not sure if you were right or wrong, but talking to you always makes me feel worse. Periodically I think I should confide in you because you care, but in the end you always tell me the negative end of things. Those things have been hiding within me, I know they are true, but when they surface I become paralyzed. That version of me cannot find the drive to continue breathing steadily. I want to tell you to stop but it was my fault to have confided in you in the first place.

Sincerely, Paralyzed Me

Who Are You to Judge My Logic

To change my thoughts and actions at the scale that you have requested will change me completely.

I would no longer be me I would be she And I would be trapped within she

At that point, she, can suffer through the misery you have bestowed upon me.

Morals

Maybe my morals are fucked up, but I just don’t feel like what I’ve done is wrong.

Won't Let Go

I have just decided that I can’t let go.

Nor was I able to find a good enough reason to do so.

I gave you more than enough chances,

all you gave me was bare minimum effort.