playin around

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-V. J.

Tired of knowing how insignificant I truly am.

People say they care, but do they really? I'm only used to people getting sick of me after they realized how much I truly struggle to make it through each day.

And every time I get my hopes up, the truth slaps me in the face, and cracks my heart open time and time again...

People care when they need or want something... Or when it's convenient to them. Sorry to be so inconvenient for all my friends and family, but I'm pretty sure I'm not getting better and I never will.

The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...

F*ck my life, why is it so hard to just don't think about calories, weight and body image? Why can't it just be easy for one day?

does anyone else like,, spend aaaaages looking at thinspo so your brain kinda starts to think that that’s what you look like as well, but then you look in the mirror and you’re like.... oh

why can’t my depression be so sad that i forget to eat instead of so sad that i eat everything

all i’m saying is… girls.

✨💖🥀Right Here by 𝔏𝔦𝔩 𝔓𝔢𝔢𝔭🥀💖✨