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If you don’t follow through on your dreams, you might as well be a vegetable.

True I have been. I'm tired of that feeling I need to chase you and music. I don't want to go out without at least trying. And yes you look impossible but where there's a will there's a way. I m not going to think much more. I'll be searching for a way to new York. Somehow someway.

I think I love you then. I think I loved you even before I met you. And I want to be good to you because by being you I'm so me. The good in me I see you do. I want to bring it out.

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reminds
i want you to be afraid of losing me even though i know i’d never let you go.

hope you never want to let me go either (via reminds)

I was several times I had very strong feelings plus the photos. You have no clue how much I've prayed for you. You owe me years. Lovely dreaming

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ever heard a song on the radio or walked by an old spot or even smelled something familiar and got this feeling of sadness and nostalgia ?

Music brings you back to the moment. Its beautiful and you can move any direction with it. I am beautiful in my own way and I like that about myself regardless if I'm not understood.

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I run away from everything I love from family to music. I hurt people unintentionally and I beat myself for it. I guess its my way of avenging them or getting even. I hate being me sometimes. For the most part I enjoy being at peace within myself and others. Yeah I'm weird

I find it too overwhelming that I don't understand why I have dreamt about you many times. I burnt a journal that I wrote to you so that one day you would read. I went into treatment because I thought I was crazy. Last dream I had of you was earlier in January. I was holding you and I said I got you babe. Then I woke up.

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1980vibes

No you can't we must deal with ourselves. Having someone that understand s a little about you is medicine itself. Having one to simply listen is healing