Reasons why I'm happy

One Life Spent With You...

tag game by @matrose 's grace❣️, tagged by @mirillel

3 ships: Celrond, Glorestor, ???

First ever ship: neurodivergent potato here, no ships until adulthood, I don't think I've ever shipped anything before Glorestor

Last song: something from "early monday morning lo-fi" playlist

Last movie: ???

Currently reading: "The Years" by Annie Ernaux, re-reading "Absolutna Amnezja" by Izabela Morska and lots of stupid texts about discourse studies from linguistics perspective

Currently watching: vlogs about Tamagotchi smart

Currently consuming: french toasts with banana slices

Craving: coffee with any of my mutuals, i need contact with another human NOW

Tagging: @runawaymun, @moni-the-honey, @gonimowa

Tagged by @ramyun-monster

3 ships: (any universum, noncanon) Shani X Regis, Jack Skellington x Emily the corpse bride, Hook x Ursula

First ship ever: I don't know... Aragorn and Arwen maybe

Last song: Moderat "Ghost mother" live

Last movie: Puss in boots: the last wish

And TV series Heartstopper and Królowa

Currently reading: Let's say "Wrzenie" about French Muslims, but in fact I read only study papers before exams

Currently watching: GSPS speedrun gaming event announcement

Currently consuming: Instant noodle soup :(

Craving: Sunlight and peace - this exams to be over already

Tagging @corde-love @grinch-is-my-spirit-animal

Rebecca, my love.

okay, but we need to talk about this

Dame drawing is hard.

He looks hot tho. Guess I'll forgive him.( ･ิϖ･ิ)

With all this Cyberpunk Edgerunners it seems to me that it is a good time to revive this meme.

My favourite video improved 😁

Cyberpunk: Edgerunners (2022)

This animators have no chill

Edgerunners - Created by StudioM6

Available for sale as a t-shirt, case, or print at the artist’s shop.

Cyberpunk: Edgerunners (2022)

So, get away      Another way to feel what you didn’t want yourself to know And let yourself go      You know you didn’t lose your self-control (x)

girlfriend

Tried to draw Johnny in Edgerunners style

gloria

Edgerunners is rad and Rebecca has immediately earned a spot in “best girl” tier.

Can i get a step by step on how to do this?

So far for me it’s been something like:

1. Become aware of how and when you tearing yourself down.

2. Now that you can catch yourself doing it. Offer counters to the negative self talk. A really useful thing I read was to talk to yourself almost the way you would child. Gentle and patient. Even when they fuck up.

3. Take time to celebrate your small accomplishments. You’ve been attacking yourself for every little mistake. Apply that same fervor to the positive things in your life. Did the dishes even though you didn’t want to? Fuck yeah! Got up and took shower? YES!!! You are taking positive steps to feeling better. Celebrate it.

4. Make lists of things you’re good at/ like about yourself. The first time I did this the only two things in my list we’re that I liked my hair and I had good friends. It was start.

5. Don’t beat yourself up if you screw up steps 1-4. It’s counter productive. When I catch myself calling my self stupid for some mistake or other my response now is,“We don’t talk to ourselves like that anymore. What’s something constructive that could actually help solve the problem.”

Most of the time that seems to work. Not always. But more and more Everytime.

I hope any of that made sense.

oh my goodness there are instructions!!