Three word story:
Pain changes people
can you hear how loudly im thinking of you
someone: hey i genuinely care about u and i like u a lot
my brain: ?? ? time for Joke?? make Joke??? yes??
you don’t even have to say sorry anymore
you could tell me you’re gonna lie to my face and then do it and i’d still want to believe you were telling the truth. you could shatter my soul and come back to me with half of the pieces in your hands and a smile and i’d grow a new one about instantly. you could ignore me for seven days and on the eighth text me “hi”; the pain of the last week would be washed away by the waves of joy from a simple hello. you could murder me in cold blood but i’d probably thank you from the other side cause i always wanted to follow you as a ghost.
i cant blame you for hurting me when i let you. i can’t accuse you of breaking in, because i’m giving you the key.
I hate being in that mood where nothing’s really wrong but nothing feels right either
tbh i didn’t plan to make it this far in life so i’ve no idea what i’m doing
sadfriend-deactivated20200117
i wish i could be hot and mysterious but im actually just shy and ugly
I
just
wanna
die
right
now
aroseforno-one-deactivated20221
sorry i forgot to reply i dont feel fucking alive