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Everytime I Gave A Fuck, That Fuck, Fucked Me Over

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Depression isn’t always crying your mascara off in the shower and playing sad songs in bed. Sometimes it’s not wanting to talk to anyone for days and other times it’s desperately needing to be around people. Sometimes depression is having no appetite even though you haven’t eaten anything since yesterday and sometimes it’s eating everything you have in the fridge. Depression isn’t your boyfriend holding you and telling you that it’s going to be okay. It’s sitting across the table, not eating, having him ask you what’s wrong and knowing that you’re ruining his night because you can’t seem to snap out of it and just be happy. It’s the frustrating feeling of desperately wanting to enjoy something and just fucking be normal for once. It’s keeping things a secret from the people you love because you don’t want them to look at you like you’re broken. No, depression isn’t beautiful black and white images. Depression is lonely and frustrating and mostly just fucking exhausting.

(via tullipsink)

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Favorites of 2015 || characters [6/10] Harvey Specter

When I was a kid, my father put me in boxing camp. Middle of summer, 90 degrees. Every day after sparring in that, they’d make you do 100 laps and 50 pull-ups. They’d push you until you either threw up or passed out or both. Anyone could leave at any point. All you had to do was quit. I quit every goddamn day. I just never said it out loud. Because no way was I gonna give them the satisfaction of breaking me.
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It’s funny, having a crush on someone. To everyone else this person is just one more human being, nothing special. They can sit there and talk to this person, smile, laugh and walk away, and they won’t even remember it. But when you hear, see or maybe - if you are lucky - feel this person’s quick meaningless touch of your skin, you save every second of it in your memory to replay it over and over in your head when you’re laying in your bed sleepless; to imagine various situations that you two could happen to be in; to find sense in something that was completely accidental.

sunsets-and-feelings, How having a crush on you really felt. (via wnq-writers)