so like from being in the sun my freckles are out in full force!! but my phone has this beauty filter thing on it and iT REMOVES THE FRECKLES
EXCUSE ME FRECKLES ARE BEAUTIFUL
like i dont think ive ever really had that gradual thing where you slowly stop being friends
most of mine have been pretty abrupt but this time its just kinda like a slow drift
avpdyuto replied to your post:avpdyuto replied to your post:flops around will is...
OOO HAVE FUN !!! Shit we’re gonna miss some arc v eps…i know what we’re doing when u get back
YUGIOH MARATHON
avpdyuto replied to your post:flops around will is going to their moms house and...
iTsucks bc i hardly got to talk to u bc of all the homework i had ..and I’m gonna be there until? Thursday? Friday?
its ok!! ill be on vacation from the 2nd-11th sooo ;___; ill get on skype/twitter whenever i get a chance
nenna is gonna be the flower girl at my wedding and shes gonna throw the basket at my face and then flip a table
how do you explain to your boss that you ran out of meds a bit ago and havent had a chance to go get more cause of work and moving and just not being able to find a good day to get an appointment with a psychiatrist and that your anxiety is eating away at your nerves and you constantly have a sinking feeling and a feeling of being judged no matter what and you are panicky and nervous but still trying to put on a good face and seem ok
especially after crying to him last week......
like hes super great and understanding but i feel like so bad like i feel like everyone is gonna think i cant handle it and im a waste and its not worth keeping me as an employee even tho he assured me that if i cant handle something that day to let him know and he’ll take care of it and if the other managers have a problem that hed deal with it
but idk i think that makes me even more nervous cause i dont want him getting shit for my problems
ughhhh i just... i need this vacation next week i need it so bad
i realized earlier i lost all my files on my ocs too.... i had 41 ocs with complete info......
rip
phones dead ill probs leave it that way and kinda wanna avoid internet for a while too
i dont have time to myself most days anymore and i would like to relax when i do lmao
been de-stressing by listening to love live stuff and like.. i just cant with nico and kotoris singing voices idk i just dont like them???
maki, umi, and rin tho <3__<3 my top three gals all sing so nicely
eli is nice too and i like honokas hanayos and nozomis just fine
these fuckin buyers want back in like lmao fuck off you backed out after giving us shit for weeks
im so busy and i just wanna chill and have some personal time lmao
i think theres no more fluid in my ear cause it stopped making the noise.. other than that im totally drained emotionally lol