Not 9 Anymore

@givupdafunk

Hopeless, dark romantic, Jancy obsessed, creating to destroy the need to create, ok knowing what’s behind the curtain.
I have no idea what I’m doing, but why should that stop me from doing it?

Frou Frou - Let Go

Drink up baby doll Mmm are you in or are you out? Leave your things behind ‘Cause it’s all going off without you Excuse meToo busy,  You’re writing your tragedy These mishaps You bubble wrap  When you’ve no idea what you’re like (So let go) so let go Jump in Oh well what you waiting for? It’s all right 'Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown (So let go) let go Just get in Oh it’s so amazing here It’s all right  'Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown

I'm cradling the softest, warmest part of you in my hands

Feels like a little baby bird

Fallen from the nest

I think that your body is something I understand

I think that I'm happy

I think that I'm blessed

But I've had a lack of inhibition

I've had a loss of perspective

I've had a little bit to drink

And it's making me think

That I can jump ship and swim

That the ocean will hold me

That there's got to be more

Than this boat I'm in

They can call me crazy if I fail

All the chance I need

Is one-in-a-million

And they can call me brilliant

If I succeed

Gravity is nothing to me

I'm moving at the speed of sound

I'm just gonna get my feet wet

Until I drown

I teeter between tired

And really, really tired

I'm wiped out and I'm wired

But I guess that's just as well

'Cause I've built my own empire

Out of car tires and chicken wire

And now I'm queen of my own compost heap

And I'm getting used to the smell

I've had a lack of information

I've had a little revelation

I'm climbing up on the railing

Trying not to look down

I'm going to do my best swan dive

Into shark infested waters

I'm going to pull out my tampon

And start splashing around

'Cause I don't care if they eat me alive

I've got better things to do than survive

I've got the memory of your warm skin in my hands

And I've got a vision of blue sky and warm land

I'm cradling the hardest, heaviest part of me in my hands

The ship is pitching and heaving

Our limbs are bobbing and weaving

I think this is something I understand

I think I need a couple vaccinations

For my far-away vacation

I'm gonna go ahead and go boldly

'Cause a little bird told me

That jumping is easy

And falling is fun

Right up until you hit the sidewalk

Shivering and stunned

They can call me crazy if I fall

All the chance I need

Is one-in-a-million

And they can call me brilliant

If I succeed

Gravity is nothing to me

I'm moving at the speed of sound

I'm just going to get my feet wet

Until I drown