change
I guess I'm an idiot for thinking my father would change his ways. He should understand that my cousin passed away and we were really close. he doesn't understand, because of him, I haven't been able to fully realize and process the fact that he's gone. i thought then when my father stopped drinking, he'd change, but he hasn't. at my deceased cousin's sons party, my dad checked out women and my mom caught him and for some reason, he's the mad one. it hasn't even been a month since my cousin passed away and my dad's already disrespecting my mom in front of her family.
