hm? oh wait-wha- it's my blog? this is the pinned post?! okay uhh let’s go-

hullo there, i'm just a silly little guy on the internet, that's pretty much it, most content is shitpost, mutual spamming or rbs.

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• my pronouns are they/them & he/him •

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✇ fair warned i do talk about & interact with possibly triggering things such as ED SHeeran & my own mental health ✇ (to be very clear, i do not ever want to 'promote' the things im suffering from, i use this space for finding aid, speaking about them & encouraging harm reduction, if you have any issues at all with this please, block me.) also pls don't rb my post w. ed/sh tags, cw or tw tagging is always fine and welcome tho

that's all, thanks for reading folks.  - the ghost

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i hate that everyone else in this house feels like they have a the right to exist here but i don't

my sibling told me that she wanted me to go to my room and stay there bc she wanted to do stuff around the house. i just got home and i get nothing, not even the ability to just go about the fucking house. but lord forbid i get in the way of her when she's been home all fucking day long.

i hate it here and it makes me hate life itself

i feel like i cant take the thoughts in my head anymore i just want this all to stop just make it fucking stop i can't i just can't

tw

abt to have a breakdown that i've been trying to avoid all day brb

i was so overwhelmed that i felt enraged but now i'm just sad (i think? some form of upset that isn't up like anger is, this is down?)

i have very little energy but i wanna do something, like i'm going to be in pain if i do something even though i want to so fucking much

​but gods i am a human being, i have the desire to do stuff, to be creative and, to work on something, but my body doesn't have the ability to and it's infuriating

i should be allowed to end my suffering, as a treat