If I really care, I’ll try like 100 times but once I’m done, it’s over.
— Apprehensions, Sylvia Plath
[text ID: Is there no way out of the mind?]
That feminine urge this, masculine urge that ….
Yeah, okay , cool
But what about the Lunar urge to ritualistically disappear every couple of weeks ?
"my darling, you will never be unloved by me you are too well tangled in my soul"
— Atticus
Virginia Woolf, from To the Lighthouse Susan Sontag, from Reborn: Early Diaries 1947-1963
Replace me, it’s easy. But finding another vibe like mine is impossible.
𝙰𝚞𝚐𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝟷𝟻, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟶 -𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹
[ID: I’ll shut myself off from everyone to the point of insensibility. Make an enemy of everyone, speak to no one. END ID]
𝙰𝚞𝚐𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝟷𝟻, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟸 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟶 -𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹
[ID: August 15. Wasted day. Spent sleeping and lying down. END ID]
“I’m not everything I want to be but I’m more than I was, and I’m still learning”
— Charlotte Erikkson
one day, you'll leave me and won't come back. you'll be okay when I'm not around anymore. you'll forget me and replace me.



