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i always thought that falling asleep next to the person i loved was the best thing in the world. both of us all tangled up in a dark, freezing cold room surrounded by tons of pillows and blankets. hearing her whisper “come here” from somewhere in the darkness and then feeling her pull me into her chest. it was always amazing.
but then i woke up to her… and holy shit. the way the morning sun slowly made its way across her skin and brought every single part of her to light before she even opened her eyes… i swear to god i never knew there could be something so beautiful. so naturally and unintentionally breathtaking.
it made me realize that every time i woke up to her, i was waking up next to the most perfect girl in the world. it immediately became my favorite thing about each day. one day she will be my wife. my prayer is that even then i will never take one single morning with her for granted.
Everything about this reflection makes me feel better. Everything seems better in the reflection of the world in the water, even that dark cloudy sky.
Today is October 1st, and it’s a Monday. It’s the perfect day for a reset.
I got my heart broken and I survived, I failed 3 courses in university and graduated, I got rejected in the very first job I applied for and got promoted yesterday, I went through hard times with my family but then two years later, we laughed our hearts out over lunch, The closest friends disappointed me several times but I made new friends and loved them with all my heart. I did it once, I can do it again.
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this is literally the most disrespectful image ever i cant believe they would do this to me my gay heart cant take it