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@gendernihilistanarchocommunist / gendernihilistanarchocommunist.tumblr.com

white gender nihilist trans settler/colonizer living on occupied W̱SÁNEĆ territory (specifically SI,ĆENEṈ, which means "Becoming W̱SÁNEĆ"), trying to make acknowledgement of myself as settler and colonizer more than just rote repetition and puzzling out ways to contribute to decolonization beyond proselytizing

out here in the woods shit has been good, fire was scary at first but at this point I think we're all just bugout ready and keepin' an eye on it

year after year this'll be the norm, not just where we are but all over the world, and that is so fucking depressing and enraging to think about but at the same time you gotta adapt to the norms and keep living as everyone who ever lived through the worst shit in history ever did, we're no different in that

at least out here in the mountains there's no risk of earthquakes, tsunamis and hurricanes, tornadoes, etc, etc, literally the only things we have to think about at all are landslides (which are unlikely specifically where we're at for geological reasons that are part of why this place was selected lol) and fires (that are a risk basically everywhere going forward as the planet heats and heats and heats) which is a minimizing of climate chaos down to a couple still fucked but ""manageable"" points, and it is weird how much peace of mind that gives me

still might get devoured by a cougar traversing the deep wilderness as I do, but look I'm gonna focus on the positive outcomes like living here until I die of old age in beautiful nature with a buncha anarchists who love me and who I love, dwelling on worst cases are for preparation (and then moving tf on lol) and for when they hit (living in the Eternal Now also means going hard on collective survival mayhaps!) but until then I'd rather dwell on the flora and fauna around me (including the apes like me) and admiring and enjoying it all, y'know?

not to ignore action on climate, but some of that is stuff wise to speak on and other stuff...well y'all know my schtick by now I'm sure 😉😏😉

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dyken

im sorry to make a new post but im in need im disabled cant really work and only rely on my partners basicaly and we are struggling this week again

0/85$

for groceries, meds and dogs food!!! i also need to pay for my moms bus ticket bc my wife needs to go hometown this weekend urgently and i cant really stay alone :/

pls share if u can!

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thedyke

i hate to make another post again but i’m a little desperate until the big pay day. i have a meeting with my psychiatrist tomorrow. i owe her office about $75 and i need about $25 to pick up my meds after. as you can see, i’m badly in the red and any possible help would be so appreciated. anything beyond $100 will help with transportation to work.

paypal / cashapp / venmo: juliakay2

0/100

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thedyke

12/100

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thedyke

appointment is today, any help is so appreciated 💙

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thedyke

could anyone send me $15 so i can pick up my prescriptions and get home today? i got some checks for my birthday but they won’t hit my bank account soon enough :(

Hello, my move-in date for my new apartment is soon! And I've been running into a lot of unexpected last minute move-in expenses. I also recently had to get a blood test for med renewals, medication, and need to see my doctor about it all soon. I would never make a post asking for assistance this late in the month usually but I had been under unusual and stressful circumstances until today. I anticipate needing about $700 in assistance for this month. Thank you so much, I am very appreciative for the help!

$174/700 and 10 days, I still have an extremely long way to go, please keep reblogging!

8 days and this has completely stagnated, please keep reblogging!

This really isn't making progress lol PLEASE keep reblogging!

Help a former sex worker and survivor get back on their feet?

Rape cw

Someone tried to rape me and I wasn't going to report it for all the obvious anarchist reasons until I found out that 1) he's done this to other people, and 2) our AA chapter knows and is covering it up

With Chris's mum dying and him missing two weeks of work my dental savings are evaporating on things like ordering food (neither of us can cook right now) and my buying a few packets of cigarettes and just fuel necessities etc. And without her concession our power, gas and electric are about to skyrocket

If I could raise a few hundred dollars to replace my savings so I can get my first crown it would make this so much easier to cope with. I already have PTSD and this has sent me spiralling

Our PayPal is

ace8ball@gmail.com

Thank you all so much your support is the only thing keeping me together

Nothing yet, please reblog so someone who's willing and able to help gets to see it 🙏

I've grabbed some snippets of conversations for proof, I don't have a copy of my statement yet. Tw for sexual violence

$200 short of my first crown, thank you so much 🙏 please keep it going

$100 short of the first crown 💗

Sorry to keep reblogging this but we're going to be struggling for the next several months and I'm really not coping

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endure

I'm still constantly fighting my bank account going negative (again). Currently waiting on my state's energy assistance program to get back to my case manager, but it looks like I have another $500 gas/electric bill coming up soon. I need to get gas for my car and pay highway tolls for work, pay my water bill, and deal with a $300+ car insurance payment. I cannot do this without help as I'm a disabled paraeducator and was out of work for some time due to the summer break. Can I please have some help?

Venmo: @ enimi / Cashapp: $stoat / PayPal: ask me / Zelle: ask me

Tuira Kayapó brandished her machete in the face of a government official who was trying to convince indigenous leaders to accept a mega-dam project in the Amazon, 1989

Electricity won’t give us food. We need the rivers to flow freely. Don’t talk to us about relieving our ‘poverty’ – we are the richest people in Brazil. We are Indians.”
  • part of kayapó’s speech during this event

also! she’s still alive! that sort of thing is always worth pointing out to show that we really aren’t too far removed from events like this! here’s a 2019 photo of her: