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Horoscopes for the month of October 2018

Check your Sun, Moon, and Rising sign. (If you wanna check any of your other signs to cover all the angles, do that too.) Please feel free to return to these throughout the month for clarity and motivation. ☀️

♈️ Aries: This month is asking that you use it as a much needed period of heathy isolation and recuperation. You have been working yourself really hard and that’s not about to slow down, so use any moment of solitude you get as a period of rest and self reflection. Relax. Relate. Release. Relax: Disconnect from the world and treat yourself to some “Me time”. Relate: Build and maintain your personal connections with your loved ones and your higher self/god(s)/the universe/ancestors. Release: Free yourself from the fear, doubt, or what it is that is holding you back from being your whole and complete self. Big external changes will take place when the little internal ones do. Also physically moving things around you may help you attune yourself to the energy’s you’re calling in. Be aware that your biggest enemy this month is your tendency to forget that you need time recharge. If you keep running on E don’t be surprised when you break down in the middle of the road. Stay consistent with everything but improve your self care methods.

Album of the month: A Seat At The Table - Solange

Crystal of the month: Red Jasper

♉️ Taurus: This month is telling you to SURRENDER. Let go of control and allow yourself to be swept into the abundance and blessings the universe has for you. If you let your ego try to control everything, the outcome of all your hard work will turn out less than favorable. Stop using the frustration of not being able to control a specific situation to distract you from the emotional work that needs to be dealt with in order to fully accept, feel, and appreciate the happiness being presented to you. Instead of dismissing the intense emotions you feel, use them as a driving force for you to achieve your goals. Emotions are an energy, and your sapping yourself out by directing it to the wrong area of focus. Focus on what you DO have. Focus on what you CAN control. Focus on the NOW. Direct your awareness to the present moment and not potential moments. Your biggest enemy this month is trying to change things that are out of your control. Forgiveness will be a useful tool. Remember that it has nothing to do with the other person and everything to do with you. Forgiveness is release. Forgive first, then act accordingly. Don’t forget to forgive yourself/selves too.

Album of the month: Janet - Janet Jackson

Crystal of the month: Rose Quartz

♊️ Gemini: This month is asking you to stand your ground. You will have way better luck during this month if you remember to assert your boundaries and remember who you are and how far you have come to get here. Take a step back and look at the person in the mirror. Ask yourself what you are and are not okay with. Now take that information and teach people how to treat you. Clearly state the requirements people will need to uphold in order to continue being in your life. You are in charge of the energy you keep around you. Therefore, you are directly responsible for how you allow people to treat you. If there is an issue with the way someone or something present it or themselves or their energy to you, address it or it will and you will stay in that state of irritation. Your intuition is quite loud, so to ignore these problems, is to consent to the anxiety and discomfort that follows. Your biggest enemy this month is not using your voice at the most important times for the most important reasons. Use your words when they are actually necessary and you will see results. Creative solutions solve reoccurring problems.

Album of the month: Dirty Computer - Janelle Monáe

Crystal of the month: Blue Kyanite

♋️ Cancer: This month is asking you to free yourself from disappointments and call in celebration. You are in a time of your life that is worthy of celebrating. Instead of lingering over the problems and missteps of the past, be grateful and acknowledge the blessings of the present. There is so much good in the here and now and baby there is so much potential for better. Pay attention to the foundation you have built. What was it meant to support? What are you building on it? What are you waiting on? You don’t need to compromise your freedom to see your goals met. Don’t wait for contributions that aren’t relevant or necessary for your glow up. Do what is right for YOU cut out any energy that isn’t working for your highest good. The goal is glowing up not settling down. DO NOT SETTLE. Know what you deserve and are worthy of and demand that those requirements be met. Your biggest enemy this month is your fear of being too little. How can a beautifully abundant creature such as yourself be “too little” that’s some ole BULL. Step into your power. Assert yourself and your boundaries, and get to work. Softness isn’t weakness, it’s strength.

Album of the month: We Are KING - KING

Crystal of the month: Amethyst

♌️ Leo: This month is challenging you to step into that very power you seem to be so afraid of. Remember that you, ARE THAT VERY BITCH. Okay? Stop ignoring the things that irritate you because you think you don’t have the time or energy to deal with it. Sweetie let me give you a quick affirmation. “I GOT TIME TODAY.” Use your power to swiftly address and GATHER any person, energy or situation that is getting in the way of your peace or shine. This month is truly offering you luxury and convenience, but in order to access it, you must reclaim the knowledge of your worth and with that, walk with conviction. The more you limit yourself and your ability, the harder it will be for your blessings to make their way to you. Your biggest enemy this month is your failure to believe that your accomplishments are your own. You have done so many things that reflect your power. Look back and draw confidence from your successes in the same way you draw criticism from your failures. Take more note of what you’ve done that has worked and less so about what hasn’t and fighting yourself over it. You are your only enemy, and you know the enemy well. But remember who’s in charge.

Album of the month: Reality Show - Jazmine Sullivan

Crystal of the month: Carnelian

♍️ Virgo: This month is showing you that you can accomplish any and everything you put your mind to. Sometimes you may bite off more that you can chew and take on too many tasks or projects at once which kicks your anxiety into overdrive but if you take time this month to cultivate a self care routine and commit to it. You’ll feel a lot better about the work you put in and the results of the work too. Remember to speak your mind even if anxiety lies in your ear and tells you that what you have to say isn’t relevant or important. It’s wrong because your voice matters. Say what you need to say as a big “FUCK YOU” to anxiety. Anxiedeez nuts. You are in charge and anxiety doesn’t have a permit to operate your beautiful and sacred vessel. Remember that there isn’t anything wrong with reaching out and asking for help. Even if you just want someone to talk to. You are very creative, extremely talented, and deeply blessed. Don’t forget that. Your biggest enemy this month (and every month let’s be real) is your anxiety. Analyze its moves and sabotage its methods.

Album of the month: rainy evening ep - IDEALISM

Crystal of the month: Moss Agate

♎️ Libra: This month is bringing your real power to your attention. For a while you’ve been a little nervous about the influence you have over people and you’ve been wondering if it’s because of your authenticity or if it’s just because you’re pretty. You’ve been carrying that and fighting yourself about it for a while. Well the fact of the matter is that it’s BOTH silly. Duh! You’re a great person and that is what makes you cute! Remember beauty standards are rooted in whiteness and the cisheteropatriarchy so concepts like being ugly aren’t real. There’s literally no competition. It would be unfair because everyone is cute in their own unique way. What you need to be focused on is staying consistent in the work you are putting in to achieve your goals. Be productive, but make it fashion. And make sure to include periods of rest and self care as a part of the productivity. This month your biggest enemy is making comparisons as if anyone could compare to the one and only you.

Album of the month: ANTI (Deluxe) - Rihanna

Crystal of the month: Black Turmaline

♏️ Scorpio: This month is asking you to be real with yourself about how you deal with emotions. Yours and those of others. Accept your sensitivity as a part of your intensity and power. Being as sensitive as you are is not a weakness, it is a strength that needs to be harnessed. You feel much deeper, catch vibes very quickly, and can project and protect energy like nobody’s business (positive or negative.) Now with this knowledge you need to understand that it is very important to deal with your traumas because it can become fairly easy to project that energy onto others. Isolation isn’t always the answer, sometimes in order to really tap into your healing you need to be on the field, in a social environment rather than in isolation. Your interactions with others always trigger something in you, and dealing with that split second of anxiety or discomfort is very good way to work on your power and trauma processing. If you hide away from everyone no internal changes can take place. A new you is way closer that you think. Sex, Transformation and Death are and always will be your teachers. Tune into the vibrations of this month, there’s a message your intuition has for you.

Album of the month: Vulnicura - Björk

Crystal of the month: Labradorite

♐️ Sagittarius: This month is challenging your ability to release the idea that you have to do everything alone. We humans are social animals and need social interaction to survive in this world. You don’t need to feel ashamed of reaching out for help. It’s completely normal to need assistance when things become overwhelming. You have been planning a lot and this month you will finally be executing those plans, but not without the assistance of others. You already know who and what to ask. Independence is great but asking someone to have a conversation with you doesn’t classify as dependence, it’s barely a commitment. If you happen to ask them for something, the worst thing they could do is say no (and knowing you they probably won’t.) Just ask for what you want and let go of trying to control the outcome. Your biggest enemy rn is not being able to clearly express your wants and needs, get on that.

Album of the month: Take Me Apart - Kelela

Crust of the month: Green Adventurine

♑️ Capricorn: This month is challenging you to have a positive attitude. That’s hard for you I know, that’s why it’s a challenge! You’ll see how much it works trust me. Normally you are tested several times before receiving something worthwhile, but this month is going to shower you with lucky circumstances and blessings. Your test is to not question them. Receive them with open arms and gratitude and they will stick around. Welcome them with doubt and constant questioning and the joy will be short lived. Trust your first feeling and not the doubt that comes after. Do we have a deal? Good! Now don’t forget to take care of yourself this month while you’re running around being responsible and hardworking n junk. Enjoy everyday like it’s the day you’ll die. Because you will, and you will be born again. Love you lil sea goat! Get out there and take over the world you beautiful mastermind.

Album of the month: High As Hope - Florence + The Machine

Crystal of the month: Tiger’s Eye + Rainbow Moonstone

♒️ Aquarius: Just because something has left for the moment doesn’t mean it is gone forever. If you love something set it free, if it comes back it’s yours forever. If it doesn’t return, it was never yours to begin with. This month is asking you to detach from everything and see what makes it way back to you. You are a priority, take care of yourself and as you do that, things that match the energy of your self preservation will flow to you with ease. The dead weight will sink when the tides rise in your heart. Don’t fear the emotional overflow or your power during this or any time. Don’t fight yourself trying to preserve connections that aren’t fighting to stay. This month will test the strength of your relationships with people and energies. Prepare for an energetic restart. Don’t be afraid of that brief feeling of emptiness. Breathe into it. Fill it up with your air. Go with the flow of things and trust that you will be taken care of. This month is challenging your trust in the strength of your connections. What are you willing to revolt over?

Album of the month: LP1 - FKA Twigs

Crystal of the month: Hematite

♓️ Pisces: This month is the seed of a very huge shift in your life. The dreams (blueprint) that you have been whipping up, will now have an opportunity to become a reality, and this month is the time you will have to start the work to make that happen. Everything this month will turn out favourably, but only when you remember that you already have all the resources you need to get what you want and where you wanna be. This month your biggest enemy is your habit of distancing yourself from others. You will need the assistance of the people you distance yourself from, so don’t go too far. Reach out when necessary. Everything is okay for you this month and that all you need to carry with you. That feeling of peace. Choose peace.

Album of the month: Church - Kelsey Lu

Crystal of the month: Clear Quartz

☀️May your month be nourishing.☀️

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Deck used: “The Erotic Tarot” by Milo Manara

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How the signs act when in love

Look at your venus sign.

Aries: You’re direct. You come across as childlike and innocent, but that doesn’t mean you’re too shy to flirt - quite the opposite actually. You like to be noticed and that might make you seem cocky, but your humour and straightforwardness make up for that. You make your partner feel special and will really adore them wholeheartedly, especially given you’re one of the most passionate signs. You can be aggressive and may lose your temper every now and then, but that will quickly fade as you can’t stay mad for too long. Taking care of your partner is what you’re good at but you also want to have time for yourself because of how much you value your independence.

Taurus: You’re devoted. Once you commit, there’s no going back. This could be because you’re one of the most stubborn signs of the zodiac. You love buying your partner gifts and making them feel like they’re the only one in your life. You make others feel comfortable and are very loyal to those who are worthy of your love. Routine doesn’t scare you and you prefer quality time with your significant other where it’s just the two of you enjoying each other’s company. Occasionally, your possessive traits will show up and you will grow jealous and territorial. As long as your partner knows how much you love them, this will not be an issue.

Gemini: You’re playful. As one of the more childlike signs, you value fun and laughter in a relationship. You’re a huge flirt but it usually hasn’t got anything to do with romance - more so friendly banter. Variety is what you look for and your partner will have to be adaptable to your ever-changing wants and needs. You love making your partner laugh and feeling like they only have eyes for you gives you great pleasure as you can become quite anxious and insecure. Commitment scares you because you’re so curious about the world around you. This causes you to want to experience everything life has to offer and being tied down to one person may hinder you. Nevertheless, you enjoy having someone by your side to experience adventures together.

Cancer: You’re caring. You love to nurture your partner and make sure that all of their needs are met. Comfort and stability are very important to you as you rarely go for relationships that have no future in your eyes. You are reliable and sensitive, often able to understand whatever issues your partner is going through and try your hardest to resolve them as soon as possible. It takes you a while to open up to people, as you are very protective of yourself. But as soon as you find someone you can trust, there are no limits to the love that you can give them. Moodiness can be an obstacle but if your partner is half as nurturing as you are, then they’ll know how to get you to be yourself again.

Leo: You’re proud. You are very confidant in yourself so when you have finally met your equal, you can’t help but worship them with your whole being. They seem too good to be true: perfect as far as you’re concerned. Therefore, bragging about them to your friends is something you do quite often. You love PDA and have no shame expressing your love for the whole world to see. Demanding and generous, you expect your partner to give you as much attention as you’ll undoubtedly give them. This can get one-sided though as you’ll expect your partner to give you more freedom than you’ll be willing to offer. Being fair with your significant other will resolve this in no time, however. You are playful and like to keep things light and fun, but compromise does not come naturally to you as you love being the one in control.

Virgo: You’re subtle. You don’t care for grand gestures of romance but prefer acts of love on a smaller scale. Dedication to your relationships is something to be proud of and it will take a lot for you to give up on your significant other. You come off as reserved and cautious, partly down to your nervous energy. You definitely put effort in your relationships and take the time to really get to know your partner. Analytical and observant, you like to know what makes your partner who they are and you therefore notice certain details about them that no one else is aware of. But you can also be critical because of how observant you are. You only do this for your partner’s sake not because you purposefully want to make them feel bad. Reassure your significant other that you only do this so that they can make small improvements to be the best version of themselves.

Libra: You’re romantic. You have a traditional view of what love should look like and have no problem compromising in order to achieve this. Polite and delicate, you treat your partner with respect and tenderness. You’re charming and like to flirt with people regardless of whether you’re in a relationship or not, but it’s always harmless. You give your significant other priority as having a companion in your life is very important to you. Balance is what your life revolves around when it comes to relationships so it’s important that your partner is putting in as much effort as you are. If they’re not, you can become passive aggressive. The silent treatment might come into play. Being direct will let your significant other know what exactly is bothering you, and that way the whole situation can be solved quickly.

Scorpio: You’re magnetic. Love for you is something incredibly deep and not to be taken lightly. You’re serious when it comes to the people you love: there’s no messing around. You treat your relationships with a huge amount of intensity and value commitment and intimacy. You go all in and expect the same from your partner. Getting to know them happens at the deepest level: you want to know your significant other’s innermost secrets and fears. But since you’re so secretive and guarded yourself, you’ll find it hard to open up to them. In relationships, you feel the need to have a certain amount of control and jealousy is a trait that often comes out when your significant other has priorities and friends other than you. This only happens because you are so loyal that you expect the same from the person you’re in love with.

Sagittarius: You’re idealistic. You’re in love with life and your partner should feel the same way. Open-minded and flirtatious, you seek to learn from every experience life throws at you and love having someone around to share them with. You treat your partner to debates, wanting to know their opinions on various matters across a wide range of subjects. Their mind fascinates you. Commitment is something that doesn’t come naturally to you because of your need to change scenery and routine so often. That’s why your significant other must be someone who allows you space and room to grow. You prefer to keep things fun and don’t care for the deeper side to emotions which is why you’re always up for a laugh. Being judgemental can cause problems but you must remind yourself that your partner is not going to agree with you on everything and that’s ok.

Capricorn: You’re traditional. Being spontaneous and reckless aren’t really your thing. You prefer to be reliable and practical: traits that you would like your partner to have as well. Expressing your love in public is not something you enjoy and grand romantic gestures don’t mean much to you. Instead, you’ll offer your significant other comfort and safety - making sure that they are aware of where they stand with you. In that sense, you’re very upfront. You keep your emotions under control and commit to your partner willingly. The only relationships you’re interested in are ones that’ll mean something to you and have plenty to offer in the long run. Holding back can make things difficult so you must be willing to let your significant other know how much you value them.

Aquarius: You’re interesting. The way you treat your partner is the way you’d treat your friends. In that sense, you prefer relationships to be unusual and different. You want to be able to tell your significant other anything and talk for hours and hours about everything. But that doesn’t include emotions and feelings. You need your space but will happily grant your significant other the same should they want it. When you do commit to someone, you are loyal. Although you’ll wander off every now and then, you’ll always return to your partner just as in love as you were before. Grand gestures aren’t your forte and you can become quite distant at times. This can be confusing to your partner so you shouldn’t be afraid to express how you feel in order to ease their mind.

Pisces: You’re dreamy. You see your partner through rose-coloured glasses and will likely do anything for them. Your love is unconditional and long-lasting. The way you flirt is done in an innocent, sweet way and you like to enjoy your time with your partner while also understanding them on a deeper level. Romance is important to you but you don’t crave grand gestures, but prefer them to be more personal and intimate. You give your significant other plenty of love and affection and will most likely adore them. In some cases, you can be quite flaky and unreliable. This is because you have a tendency to avoid certain situations when things aren’t as great as you thought they’d be, and will pick up and leave suddenly in an effort to clear your head. It’s best to be more direct with your partner instead of dealing with things on your own.

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How to Seduce the Signs:

Aries: Be brave and expect some coy resistance. Station men on the nearby hills and pour down suppressing fire after the initial bombardment. Destroy the train lines and turn the canyon into a killing field.

Taurus: Patience. As much as it sucks, you’ll have to make the first move most of the time. Get them out of their comfort zone, but not too far. Radio signals fail once you get far enough into the leaden desert wastes. 

Gemini: Do your research! Find the places where you interest overlap, know where you are an expert and enjoy learning new things. Once you realize the fragility of the dream it will shatter like a pane of glass.

Cancer: Above all, be honest with yourself. That will lead the way for everything that follows. Cancers admire vulnerability, and will give as much as they get. Passionate aikido forms at the edge of a canyon, the sensation of charred flesh on charred flesh.

Leo: Don’t hold back on the praise! Leo’s can be a self depreciating type. Everyone likes praise, but leos dont give themselves enough credit as is. Let them know they are more than the hydraulics and tungsten that keeps them standing. That there is more to life than utility.

Virgo: Some think Virgos are attracted to intelligence. This is close, they are attracted to passionate people. Show them the little bag of eye-stones you’ve collected over your time here. Make sure to listen, watch their reactions. Be gentle, and they will see them as treasures as you do.

Libra: Libras are excellent conversationalists, and will admire someone who can match that wit! Lay on the charm! Some friendly competition never hurt anyone, especially when it comes to flirting. Their almost-children will prattle off on their own tasks, do not interrupt them.

Scorpio: Everyone is multifaceted, dont be afraid to explore this. Scorpios have a tendency to bring out deep things in people. Steady your heart and know that they mean you no harm. Memories of wars you never fought. Loved ones you never knew. They are sharing with you the deepest recess of themselves.

Ophiuchus: You’ll find no help here.

Sagittarius: No matter what their chosen task is, expect someone who treats it like an art form. Ask questions, give in to your curiosity, though steer clear of asking personal questions, it will only make them hungry. If you do trip up, it is best to simply let them be. 

Capricorn: Take charge, but don’t push any limits. Where you see resistance, simply let it be. The key here is comfort. Know that any personal information they do give, was given with great trust and difficulty. Be attentive, the signs can be subtle. A ripple in the air, a scent on the wind of kinds of life you’ve never seen before. Something that stirs deep and gnawing memories.

Aquarius: The key to an Aquarius is time. No tricks or performance is needed, just good old fashioned presence. Learn to be comfortable in the quiet, and it will welcome you. A subtle display of dedication, but dedication nonetheless. They have been here longer than you, and they will be here much longer than you. The damage to their outer shell will tell you of everything you need to know.

Pisces: Get abstract. Wax philosophical about anything and everything. Pisces love a long, deep conversation. Talk about what you think the stars looked like. Talk about what burned the sky. Talk about where you think a mother was.

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Let’s go back to our childhoods real quick. Which one are y’all gettin ? 🤔 I’m getting 20