this vine made me 100% more emotionally stable
hey sorry for not replying i didnt want to
Empty space
For the first time in honestly over 6 months, I am genuinely sad. You’re so used to making yourself feel like you’re not important and like you don’t really truly matter to much, but when you see people cry over your departure … that’s when it really hits you. It’s pretty crazy how strong the mind is. It can literally make you believeee ANYTHING. The worst, to the very best….. when you keep telling yourself it over and over and over again to the point where you really THINK it’s true. … that’s fucking powerful. It could be the BIGGEST lie but somehow your mind will perceive it as true now. If you make it. You know about the ying-yang, correct? The BALANCES whithin life? Well it’s completely accurate. I am F I N A L L Y leaving to go out and Chase my biggest dream to do what makes ME happy on an island around 5000 miles from “home” with the love of my life and am on a level of happiness I didn’t even know could be possible…. But at the SAME time ……. I am leaving behind every single person who’s given and shown me love my whole life. I have to leave behind my entire family who has been there since the day I was born. I have to say bye to friends and people that were there for me when all I saw was darkness and then stood beside me as I grew. I have to say goodbye and let go of every single thing I have ever known , In turn for happiness. There has to be a balance. I understand this completely. The universe couldn’t have just let me hit the mega millions and have me move there and bring my family and people I love, so that way I could have BOTH………. no. It doesn’t work that way. Perfection does not exist. Tell me… do you KNOW any one with a PERFECT life???? Think real hard, And you won’t come up with one single person. And if you do, You don’t truly know them and everything behind the curtain. Nothing can be perfect. When you sit there and think everything is crumbling and it’s a horrible situation, just remember it is just an obstacle. And it will pass to make room for something good to come in to help keep it balanced. Don’t set yourself down so quickly. Give the universe time to explain. There is a reason for e v e r y t h i n g. I keep feeling like leaving Maryland is sorta like the final death of me. It was suffocating me for so long and these are the final last minutes. I really felt like this spiritual transformation was my rebirth but honestly ….. I believe it is Maui now. Going to live in Maui is a feeling so very strong to me … It’s a second chance. That one I always day dreamed about as a little girl. The chance to start over and make it right this time. Now that I know how to stay true to myself and who I really am ….. how could I get it wrong now? I know there will be ups and downs of course ,but THIS.. is my ultimate opportunity. The many many years spent day dreaming of a beautiful life inside of my head …. this is my big chance to finally have it for real. And I am blessed. I thank the universe multiple times a day, every day. I can never exactly describe the massive amount of gratitude that coats my being. All I ever wanted is to be truly happy and free. This is it. It’s here. It’s coming ….. in less than 48 hours now. I will miss with all my heart the people I am leaving behind. But it comforts me to know they really understand why I have to do this. I try and put up a shield to protect me from getting hurt by it but you will never ever understand unless it happens to you. I’ve been completely torn between two places since I was 6 years old and had to grow up that way. It’s like my heart had been severed in half and it was kept in each those places. I had to learn to cope with it and keep living without some of the most important people of my life and after about 13 years … I got used to it. Now it’s like I literally have to go through it again. But this time with my family in Maryland instead of North Carolina. Trust me, it’s so very hard to leave the ones in NC too but atleast I’ve already gotten used to the huge gap and space that has already been there for more than half of my life. It’s not as hard. But for the people of Maryland …. It’s basically my first time being taken away …. It’s the first Time we are all really going to have to get used to and heal over the empty spaces that are coming soon. I’ve already had the preparation….. I hope they are ready.
Shoutout to this girl. I envy your bravery and i wish you and Roger so much luck and happiness. I can't wait to see all that you do in Maui, and even though we haven't really talked in years, even I'M sad to see you go, but happy at the same time. Hopefully one day I'LL be brave enough to do something like this. Good luck girl! I'm rooting for you guys ❤️❤️
I work at a swim school and we occasionally have birthday parties. I over hear a conversation one of the kids had with their mom
Hears conversation between a mom and daughter who is like 6.
Mom: Looking at news article on phone about Sam Smith**
Girl: Mommy why is Sam Smith kissing a boy?
Mom: it’s because he’s gay honey.
Girl: Mommy what does gay mean?
Mom: Like girls like boys, it’s when boys like boys.
Girl: Oh….well why can’t girls like girls?
Mom: They can they’re called lesbians.
Girl: lessions?
Mom: No, Les-Bee-Ens.
Girl: Oh Okay,….can I be lesbian?
Mom: Sure, only if you feel that way, why?
Girl: Cuz there’s this girl name katey and she’s really really pretty like prettier then Elsa.
Mom: PRETTIER THAN ELSA?!?!
Girl: Yeah, I want her to be my girlfriend.
Mom: Okay, wait…what about that other kid you liked, that boy named Jimmy.
Girl: I don’t like Jimmy anymore, I only said that cause I thought I didn’t have anymore options but boys.
Mom: *starts dying laughing*
Me *starts dying laughing*
how you should raise kids
Bye Bye Norway, Country of Fairy Tales….by Europe Trotter
hidden forest stream….by 8og
Photo break:
On June 15, at the break of dawn, artist Cai Guo-Qiang set off a giant white balloon filled with 6,200 cubic meters of helium. As the orb ascended above Huiyu Island Harbour in Quanzhou, China, it carried with it a 500-meter-long ladder coated in quick-burning fuses and gold fireworks. Guo-Qiang then ignited the structure, setting off his awe-inspiring creation called Sky Ladder.
via My Modern Met
Photo by Lin Yi

this is bullshit
i hate this so much
My jaw literally fucking dropped. I’m so offended.
FUCK THIS
Deer runs from flying squirrel (caught on trail camera)
This is one of the greatest images I have ever seen
hello deer i am home

