(How the hell am I supposed to do this post I-)

So, I'm just gonna say it-

I'm retiring this blog.

I didn't really want to just disappear off the face of the earth and not say anything so, I'm making a really awkward post about it :D

Back in July of last year, I made the impulsive decision to post an incorrect quote about a novel that had been running around in my head for too long- and imagine my surprise when I wake up the next morning to find out that it basically blew up.

And now we're here :>

This is me giving permission to ANYONE who wants to write or expand on any drabble or prompt on this blog AS LONG AS you give proper credit. (And DM me a link because I would love to read it 👉👈)

Thank you to anyone who's sent a comment or reblogged, I loved reading them and still sometimes go back haha-

I'm not sure if I'll be coming back to post anytime soon tho-

So I suppose, this is goodbye for now! 👋

Part 1:

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So, he wanders this castle for.. years.

The exact date isn't known to him. Figures that walking through an endless castle that's pure white would make someone loose themselves.

No one can contact inside the castle and no one can contact outside either.

Cale has to repeat his name to himself, like a mantra, over and over just so he won't forget.

He knows that if he doesn't get out soon, this place will break him. It will take his memories, his personality, until he's nothing more than a shell of his former self.

So he walks. And walks. And walks some more. Collecting divine energy for his goal. His entire purpose for even looking at this place.

Cale really hates the color white. If it weren't for the clothes he has on his body, that would be all he sees.

It feels like he's slipping. Like he's forgotten something really important.

Why was he here again...?

And as he searches, walking through the endless white hallways, he spots something in the distance.

It's not white.

Is that-

Could it really-

It is.

And he takes off running. Sprinting to the exit. Finally..

Cale slows down untill he's less than a step away. Outside looks so... Beautiful. Is this real? Could he be dreaming? There are millions of stars scattered across the bright sky. And right there, he decides that that is his favorite sight.

So he takes one last step. Gates close behind him abruptly. No reaction.

For a moment, Cale thinks. There was a reason, wasn't there? But he's forgotten....

He's left standing there, on the floating island where the white castle resides, lost.

Left with divine energy carefully collected throughout the years and has forgotten why.

Cale let's himself crumble. The feeling of freedom quickly squashed by copious amounts of sheer grief for reasons unknown to even him.

He feels so lost...

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With nowhere to go, Cale resorts back to wandering. He walks among the skies, with only the stars to keep him company.

This time, he doesn't mind it so much. At least it wasn't white.

As he walks with the- well, he's not sure what they are. 'they' referring to little bright lights that like to follow him around, but they keep him company so he doesn't mind. From the corner of his eye, he spots movement. Which is odd.

He turns to the side to get a better visual, and stares at a weird metal box-like thing that was rectangular.

'a subway train' his mind helpfully supplies.

The redhead stares as the train gets closer, and eventually stops in front of him.

Only looking at it curiously, he's surprised when the doors begin to open.

Ah, there's a person inside.

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Sighs

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:3

Everyone dies against the hunters.

Everyone.

Except Cale, because apparently life favors him just a bit too much.

But along with that, the gods also favor him. So he's given a second chance. Two options, they said. He can go to a universe that's close to his current one, which.. it wouldn't be the same. They'd look and act the same but Cale would know that they aren't. It'd feel like he was replacing them...

So he asks for the second option and is given a warning that it won't be easy, it'll hurt, he'll suffer.

Cale, who feels like his world just fucking ended, doesn't care and insists they keep talking. They tell him that there's a way he can restart his world, they'll be sent to the very beginning. Where Cale first transmigrated.

This option already sounds a lot better.

Restarting a world takes a lot of energy from the gods, so Cale is going to have to collect it himself.

They send his soul to.. this castle. From where he stands outside with the god of death, its completely white. Even GoD looks nervous at the sight of it.

He tells Cale that once he enters the Castle, that he won't be able to come back. Cale is going to have to find his own way out. Time is warped in that castle and he won't age in there.

It's proof, in a way. That he is worthy enough for his wish to be granted. And really, what does he have to lose?

Before Cale enters the Castle, The God of Death gives him a hug and tells him to be careful.

Cale doesn't react.

Once Cale is inside, he dully notes that the interior is also completely white. The hallways are long, and they look endless.

He's got one chance, and he's determined to succeed.

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Draft from last year

I HAD SO MANY IDEAS FOR THIS AT 3 AM LAST NIGHT BUT I MADE THE MISTAKE OF NOT WRITING THEM DOWN 😭😭😭😭

Part 2:

But what if Choi han and the kittens fought over who Cale picked up first

3 sentences wip game :D

fanfiction-artist-prototype tagged me-

This is one of my Tumblr drafts

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Frustrated tears flowed down his eyes and he begins to tremble ever so slightly.

"Chirp!"

Startled by the sound, his head snaps up to see a little baby crow looking at him curiously.

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Does 'Chirp' count as a sentence? Probably not but oh well ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

Uhhh I'm supposed to tag someone, right?

@moonsoupstar-ao3

I want to see an apocalyptic au where Cale gets to beat the shit out of some zombies with a bat.

Maybe it's set in the modern world. Single father Cale who's adopted a baby Raon after literally hearing him crying in a dumpster. He's In his apartment when the outbreak begins and it gets swarmed. He leaves with Raon in a front facing baby carrier through the fire escape.

With only a bat and a handgun to defend himself, it practically feels like Cale and Raon against the world.

Maybe it would be the smarter thing to leave Raon to ensure his own survival, maybe having two mouths to feed and protect could prove to be trouble in the long-run. Cale doesn't care. Raon miru is his son and there's no way in hell he's abandoning him.

Cale and Raon get stranded. Their city looks like a ghost town.

They find a survivor group camping out in a library. With a few days of quarantine to make sure they weren't infected, they're accepted with open arms.

And in that group, Cale meets someone named Choi han.

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Over the years, Cale meets a lot of people. Not all of them are good people. He's had to do a few unfavorable things to guarantee his group and Raon's safety. Somewhere along the way, he begins to open up his heart and think of his group as family.

(Raon, Ohn, and Hong grow up thinking Cale is the coolest. person. ever. Actually, so does everyone else-)

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I WANT CALE TO HAVE A BAT.

I like the idea of Cale meeting Beacrox and Ron, his old caretakers back when he still lived with his parents, and all of them being surprised that the other is still alive.

they meet at the halfway point between Cale's apartment and the mansion cale grew up in.

"Young Master did you have a child and not inform me?"

"... he's adopted?"

While they have their heartfelt reunion-

Choi han, Ohn, and Hong are in the corner being confused.

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I wrote this because I couldn't sleep :D

Eric comes to visit.

Through a short exchange of letters between Deruth and Count Wheelsman that Cale had known nothing about, Eric and his family go to visit the Henituse county.

The Wheelsman's arrived midday, they were greated by the entire Henituse family sans Cale.

Eric was only a bit disappointed by this- Of course he's heard the rumors. But he still hasn't seen Cale in so long...

His father and Count Deruth went off to talk business in Deruth's office, while Countess Violan invited his mother and sister for tea.

Meaning he was basically left alone.

He held short conversation with Basen and Lily, dismissing himself when it was appropriate.

Eric decides to go see Cale.

While he asked one of the maids for Cale's whereabouts, they responded in "He usually goes out drinking this time of day.."

There's a knot in his chest that only keeps growing.

And when Eric overhears a servant insulting his dongsaeng, calling him 'trash', he gives them a glare that seems so unusual on is normally calm face.

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It's already the next day and Eric hasn't seen a hair of Cale...

Is he being avoided?

He assumes that he'll get the chance to spend time with Cale during breakfast but the redhead isn't there.

Naturally, he asks one of the butlers, he thinks their name is Ron?

"Excuse me but is Cale back yet?"

Eric ignores the sudden silence that has consumed the table.

"Yes, Young Master Eric. Young Master Cale returned last night."

"Has he eaten breakfast yet?"

"No sir."

Here, Deruth chimes in with a slightly sad face.

"Ah. As much as I'd like for him to join us, he usually declines."

"I'll go join him then!" Responds Eric with a smile.

For some odd reason, this once again silences the Henituse family. The air is slightly awkward.

"What a wonderful idea Eric! Do tell him to come down soon. I'd like to catch up with him!"

With his mother's approval, Eric stands from the table and only pauses when he hears a quiet- "Why...?"

It was from Young Lady Lily.

"Well.. it's no fun to eat alone, is it?"

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When Eric and Lily knock on Cale's door, there's visible annoyance on his face but when he hears their reason-

Well, maybe he could just make an exception this one time...

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I kind of like my new color scheme-

I was inspired by a Tcf post I saw a while ago so if this post reminds you of something similar you've seen TELL ME PLEASE-

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Cale Henituse is 13 years old, begrudgingly attending a party hosted by a Noble his father wishes to strike a business deal with, when he spots a child near where he's sat in by the bushes.

He had only just been able to shake off Eric, who wanted to make sure he behaved at this party. At the time his reputation was more "bratty child" than trash.

Sure, sitting on the floor wasn't really noble-like but honestly, Cale really could care less.

Momentarily, he got the kid's attention. They made eye contact for a split second, red puffy eyes more apparent to the redhead, and then the kid began furiously rubbing their face.

Cale stood up and began walking towards the child. (He still didn't like seeing people cry. Behind the "Trash" persona he put up, Cale was still there. For how much longer?)

The boy, who he believed might be Viscount Dacre's child, looked up sharply and seemed startled to see him there.

Cale scoffed and sat down, the kid flinched.

"Well? Sit." The older of the two sat down on the grass and patted the spot next to him.

Hesitantly, the pink haired child sat next to him.

For some reason, the kid wanted to start crying again. His face scrunched up as he did his best to stop the tears.

Suddenly, a handkerchief was thrusted in front of his face. An offering.

Picking it up and blowing his nose, he placed the handkerchief on his lap and said in a small voice-

"My father said we're not to cry.."

Cale tsked, memories of his own father telling him to avoid the Viscount, how rumors of the man's rude personality constantly surrounded him.

"That is because your father is incapable of human emotions, you are 9. Cry if you feel like it."

And its like a dam was broken. The kid's shoulders began to shake and suddenly Cale had an armful of a sad child weeping in his arms.

Shocked, Cale slowly wrapped his arms around the kid and began to rub his back slowly.

After the kid finished crying, Cale grabbed the abandoned handkerchief and wiped the child's face.

"Put cold water on your eyes to lessen the puffiness, now scram. I can hear them calling you."

"R-right! Thank you Hyung!"

Leaving a stunned Cale behind, the much happier pink haired child hurried along to find the voices of his (most likely) parents.

"...Huh."

Still a bit dazed, Cale stood up and dusted himself off, lost in thought, and began to walk towards a random direction.

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This happens a few more times. Cale soon finds out Noble families aren't as perfect as people think, well he knew that before.. but to see it firsthand? It only solidifies his opinion.

They all end up practically forming a club.

When rumors of Cale being trash really start to set off, they want to defend him. Because really? Their Hyung hitting someone for being too loud? That makes literally. No. Sense.

But some of the older kids eventually piece it together. It's an act.

They know how kind Cale is, and a few playdates in, organized by their parents, realize how protective he is over his siblings.

Cale may not be the most affectionate towards them but causing a scene and diverting all attention on him after people begin to talk about his stepmother?

That's not a coincidence.

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You'd be surprised by how easy it is to spread rumors as a child about someone you spend frequent time with.

With approval from Cale and a little lie, about something Cale allegedly did, to their parents?

It's ridiculously easy.

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One time Alberu walked out into the garden to socialize because he noticed a bunch of the kids heading towards there, and witnessed a majority basically swarming around Cale.

Later he saw them walking through the hall trailing after Cale like little ducklings.

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Lol

Did it get a little scrambled at the end? Yeah. But I still like it

Regressor Krs!Cale

I've seen this concept before in a fic but it was a while ago

Anyways, he moves on to the new round with a spark of hope that he's found a way to die. So, he's dead set on making this round perfect for them all. Once he rescues Raon and and goes to make a vow of death with Choi han, he has a favor to ask.

And he must have sounded very convincing because Choi han agrees and the vow is sealed.

So the story goes on like normal except Cale is even more careless with his life and careful with the others and it frustrates them to no end.

And as Cale gets closer with them all Choi han slowly begins to think-

'Oh god.. I can't do this.'

Because that night that feels as though it was just yesterday, Cale asked Choi han to kill him. He'd said "I'll help you get revenge on those who destroyed your village. Once that is over and done with, once you get your happy ending, I ask that you please kill me."

And as the day where they confront the white star comes closer, Choi han panics. The "happy ending" that Cale had talked about would involve his family living peacefully, CALE is family. He's the glue that holds the whole puzzle together

And without that glue then the whole puzzle will fall apart.

What... What does he do now?

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Whatever upload schedule I had before is probably dead now-

To that one asker who I'm assuming would rather I not name them:

You weren't rude at all! I'll do my best to keep my posts more organized because I have noticed how scattered they are haha-

Mm you know where clopeh says Cale got a revelation from the gods, like a godly book or something, and he used that knowledge to save the world from war? (Or is that fanfiction-)

Krs gets reborn as Cale with absolutely no prior knowledge of the novel. He knows something is off with Ron but not what, jour is his mother and he learned a bit about the Thames from her, he's not necessarily trash, he goes out to drink sometimes and is distant from his family and the rumors spiraled from there but he didn't stop them because it was useful in a way.

Anyways a few months after he turns 18, he literally gets a book from God. There's a glowing book that appears in his room at the middle of the night while he's snacking and it smacks him in the face and the novel is "The Birth of a Hero" with just a note attached saying 'Have fun! -GoD'

Then later when clopeh becomes obsessive and crap Cale just sits down with his elbows on his knees, head in his hands, contemplating life and just whispers to himself

"Oh my God... No one can ever find out"

"Find out what, Human?"

*Holds raon for emotional support*

Okay, get this.

Along with the Thames being descendants of the hunters, (or something like that I don't remember sue me) in their bloodline there were some people who's emotions would show physically. It didn't hit every generation and it wasn't really predictable.

And by that I mean if someone of Thames blood got too excited or sad or anxious, any emotion, it would show.

In their records, there was one girl who if she got too upset by something, the winds around her would start getting aggressive and cause lots of destruction.

They are closest to nature so naturally that's what their emotions will respond to. Usually it wouldn't effect other emotions, just one or two. So if someone who got too anxious caused plants to form everywhere, nothing would happen if they were happy and excited.

I'm hoping you understand where I'm going with this ;-;

Their curse luckily skipped jour, but it became obvious that it didn't with cale once the frustrated toddler set the couch on fire when told that his father was busy and couldn't see him yet.

And jour was so so lucky when the maid that told them left quickly enough that she didn't see anything. But she wasn't fireproof so trying to comfort him was a struggle. In the end, her dress was a bit burnt and there was soot all over her hands and face-

Her son panicked and started crying, ending all of the fire.

As much as jour hated it, Cale was forced to grow up being extremely cautious when angry. It accidentally led to him shoving his anger down and pretending like he was fine. Because most people won't react positively when if you get too angry over something you accidentally set the curtains on fire.

Deruth made sure to tell Cale that he wouldn't get treated any different, that he wasn't a monster and that he still loved him. (Later, Cale would think back and say that Deruth was a liar.)

The day he found out his mother died was the day the ice developed. This time he didn't tell anyone.

Onto cale's regression-

There's combinations of Og!Cale and Krs, right? Where Krs actually gets reborn as Cale and the story progresses like that or something-

I want that but it's switched. Og!Cale on his first life living in the 20 year long war and trauma, then he gets reborn as Krs and omg a new opportunity at life where he won't have to act like he hates everyone AND loving parents?? Sike, more trauma.

As much as the war and apocalypse dulled his anger issues, they are still there but he's just a really good actor. Okay so he reads TBOAH and is fucking creeped out (slightly offended at his description in the story doesn't matter if it's slightly true-) and he's asleep and back to being Cale.

At first, he's confused. After sending Ron to get him water he proceeds to panic in the bathroom. He's terrified. What's happening? Why is he back here again? This is exactly what he wanted to get away from. All rational thought leaves his brain as he proceeds to freeze over the bathroom.

"Young Master are you alright in there?"

Right, not the time to panic he can do that later.

Time to put on a show.

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Basen actually saw Cale get angry enough for that one noble kid's jacket to set on fire.

He was surprised because there was seemingly no way for that to have happened, then he saw a little flame on Cale's boot and panicked. Hastily stepping on it to put it out because Cale just protected him he didn't want him to be hurt.

Basen saw this fleeting look of fear in his eyes until it was gone and Cale delivered those words he still keeps close to heart even after all these years.

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I could probably expand on this a bit more :>

Oddly enough I think this is one of my favorites

"Ohn, Hong?"

*silence*

Cale gets off the bed as quietly as he can in an attempt to not wake up his kids.

He walks to the bathroom and makes sure to shut the door and lock it behind him.

It being only a few days since he stabbed himself in the heart, everyone was more overprotective than usual.

One by one, he begins to unbutton his shirt.

On his chest right above his heart is a very clear open wound with ugly purple veins protruding out and onto his torso, Cale dully noted the veins growing larger ever so slightly.

"..The world tree said one year?"

"I can work with that."

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Hnnngghghgghghg

This isn't TCF but what I've always wanted to read in the saiki k fandom is kusuke forcing kusuo to fight him for another one challenge thing but kusuo is just like-

"..I'm forfeiting. You won. I don't want to fight you."

And his brother is just like ?????

And kusuo just feels so fucking defeated. Like, all he wanted was an older brother, not a self made "rival." Because as much as people think he's emotionless, he does actually have feelings.

And kusuke tries to threaten him with exposing his secret and kusuo is still like-

"do it then. I. Don't. Care."

And then he leaves and kusuke feels really upset with himself for some reason.

If TCF x saiki K

Who would be the psychic?

Uh-maybe Choi han?

I kind of don't want it to be Cale because I want Cale to take on teruhashi's role-

He's running from his fanclub holding on to his schoolbag mentally screaming 'LEAVE ME ALONEEE-'

Lmao

The beginning of the series where saiki shows us in teruhashi's mind and she's complementing herself and Talking about how she's the perfect pretty girl and saiki Is like 'unfortunately she is completely correct'

Except it's Cale insulting himself and Choi han is like 'He could NOT BE MORE FUCKING WRONG-' but less aggressive probably

Alberu also has a fanclub but it's not as destructive as Cale's is. He's rich too.

I'm turning Rosalyn into a prophet and instead of looking for her soulmate she looks for her platonic soulmate ✨

Lock is a freshman and can see ghosts, he doesn't like talking to the creepy ones though. (Who would-)

Cale is kind of like Akechi but he's still oblivious. Like- there are moments when he seems close to figuring it out but then he's like "nah, that's illogical" and it gives Choi han a heart attack every time.

I want Cale to have the potential of unlocking a psychic ability but he hasn't yet-

I like highschool aus :>

Hmm, actual cats Ohn and Hong that are really smart or shape shifters...

Raon... Idk if you have any ideas help sksjhs-

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Posted this too early so I went back to add more :^

"You know, Choi han and I both got shit faced once and now we're legally married in the Caro kingdom. He forgot and I never told him because it was too much effort."

"WHAT-"

"Oh, I didn't see you come in"

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Cale questioned how Alberu hadn't collapsed but as soon as Alberu made a move to respond he fell face first onto his paperwork.