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manic pixie dream girl

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At first, the world is dark. There’s a streetlight outside my window that glows like autumn and something you said to me once. You are a shadow at the edge of my bed; a tragically beautiful silhouette that I no longer recognize. You speak but you cannot face me. “I’m sorry. I should go.” I am not surprised. Your weight leaves the mattress and I start to sink. I have never been more afraid of drowning. I try to grab at the ghost of you but my love isn’t long enough to reach. A scream sits burning in the back of my throat.

quitethefallacy , Dreams of the Waking Hours (via tryingtides)

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tellherium
chasing anarchy at seventeen lit cigarettes bit in chipped teeth spawning 2am highways riding 95 been burning both ends since before we could drive worn leather jackets but more worn out skin the sun stopped kissing us now it sinks in vagabond vixens hunting warm beer and hot boys the quiet of home couldn’t muffle our noise the darker the lipstick the louder our call they wanted to catch us we wanted to fall.

Mt (via tellherium)

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ipoetried
a gentleman came to my door just the other day, briefcase in hand and  a smile on his face and he said, “ma'am, i’m here to sell you locks, don’t you know this world is unsafe? did you hear about  the burglary not even  a block from  your place? wouldn’t you feel more protected with some extra metal in this space?” and i shook my head because what hurts me  most won’t come in  through the front door, it lives under my skin, in my brain and in my pores, and i wish you had been here when i sent him on his way, because you’re better than any lock. you always keep the demons at bay.

March 31st, 2015. (K.P.K)

Before I fall in love again 1. I want us to be friends. Which means, I want to be able to eat my favourite cheese crust pizza with you, while having cheese all over my face and even in my hair, without feeling embarrassed or concerned about it. I want to be comfortable with you, I want to be okay about being messy, irritating, embarrassing, disgusting, petty while with you. Because I will be petty when I see my ex best friend post a happy picture and I will be messy during my finals and I will be embarrassing when I meet your parents for I suck at meeting parents. I want to be okay with being the way I am and the only way to be okay is to know that you’re okay with me being things other than beautiful, graceful and composed at all times. 2. I want to be able to have long and passionate conversations with you not just about existential things but also about what went wrong in the ending of that book and how kids are affected by media and how tomato basil combination always works. I want to have conversations where we may not always have the same views but our fundamental values always fall in place. I want to talk to you about the beauty of the stars but I also want to talk to you about the disgusting mentality behind certain societal norms. 3. I want to see how consistent your actions are with your words. I don’t want to fall for love letters or poems, for sweet Instagram captions or long birthday texts, I want to fall in love with you showing up on time and keeping your promises. 4. I want to take it slow. I want our story to work out in years, not months. I want to respect time and space this time. 5. I want to make sure I am not seeking love from you for the lack of love I have for myself. I want to make sure you aren’t a void I am filling in, you are not an alternative to the things I can’t give myself. I want to make sure you are not doing the same. 6. I want to work out with my insecurities and fears from the past. I don’t want to project them on you, I don’t want to subject you to the doubts, suspicion and anger I carry from the people I have known in the past. 7. Before I fall in love again, I want to make a mattress with you. Of understanding and respect and trust. So when we fall, it doesn’t hurt.
Blaise: 'You're my best friend'? First, you already got a best friend. (points to himself) And second, Granger's just not that into you.
Draco: Hey, she's still transitioning into seeing me as a viable heterosexual.