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The Cancer Diaries

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I truly wish I didn’t just want to disappear of the face of the earth

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All I’ve ever wanted was to love, and be loved in return.

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Truth is....there’s nothing special about me,

Nothing mysterious,

Nothing worthy,

There’s nothing breathtakingly beautiful about me,

Truth is...the ambition is gone,

The will,

The want,

The dreams of fairytale futures,

Truth is...i don’t see a future for myself,

Nothing extravagant,

Nothing worthwhile

Nothing...

Truth is...i don’t want to be here anymore,

I can’t handle the pain,

The tears,

The worthlessness,

Truth is...i just don’t feel special anymore.

And that’s all I want again...

Is to feel special.

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Tupac Shakur in Italy. (1996)

A Scottish street photographer in Milan captured him on his way out of a Versace show, just three months before his death. These unseen photos were hidden for decades.

Photography by David McLean.

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I no longer feel the want and desire to be apart of this world anymore

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I’m starting to think that the kinda of man I want might just be a little outta reach. And by that, I mean, literally out reality and straight into complete fantasy/fairytale.