i don't want to sleep i want to think dramatic thoughts while listening to my music :'/
for several days i've been going on nonstop about L needing to buy black ad*das track pants with the white stripes (claims to want to be a wogboy but doesn't own these pants yet ?) and she's actually going to buy some because of this >:) finally ill be at peace
i'm ok now actually because i spent 13 hours with my loves (dyke "friends") today 👍 it's ok guy s
me and the small comfort i pulled by marveling at the ordinary joys in life
Keep thinking of the other night when I revealed to L and V that my unit is so messy right now that you can barely walk around . And they immediately were like we can come and clean for you :( I'm literally loved and it's sooo insane to me
being a childless hag who lives alone is literally a blessing and a privilege not given to most
ngl i'm obsessed with L's dad. like what do you mean you're a greek male and are actually a decent person. and my other reasons are embarrassing but simply the truth -- his now-retired white and red 1967 chevrolet is parked in the garage and i walked past it so many times all afternoon + evening and every single time my jaw dropped. i don't even like cars but it's the best thing i've ever seen and i don't think i could ever get used to looking at it. and i saw an old photo of him with flat top + white tshert + blue jeans and my jaw also dropped at that -_-
i've simply had the most eventful day in so many good and bad and insane ways. i'm soo exhausted



