babygirl

How would you describe being in love with someone? I'm not sure if I'm in love with my best friend or not 😳

you just know tbh. like you want everything to be done with them. imagine going on the trip of a lifetime. it’s something you’ve dreamt of forever and your parents finally take you. but the whole time, you can’t appreciate it fully because something’s missing. you want to share every second with them. no matter how amazing life is going, if they’re not there you’re sort of lost. your favorite color isn’t purple anymore, but you don’t have a word for your new favorite because how do you describe the color of someone’s eyes when they’re happy and staring into yours with just one dull word. you think of them as a part of your family. you want to speak to them every second of the day, and soon you realize it’s 4 in the morning and you have to be up by 6 for work but at this point you’d rather speak to them for those two hours and make up the sleep another time. you don’t feel crazy or insecure around them. your world is safe no matter how dangerous or horrible life might be for you. you sleep through the night with them despite your possible insomnia, their mess isn’t a bother despite your need to be neat, even your sadness isn’t completely dark when you’re around them because you can cry and scream as they rub your back and tell you everything will be alright and for once you believe those words. life kind of makes sense when you’re in love. but don’t fall in love with the wrong person, because losing all of these things hurts more than any physical pain you could have inflicted onto you.