So young, so naive

And even the Rain is running to its death

Rant

I want to cry. I don't even know why though and I'm so frustrated with myself. Its not like anything super bad has happened to where I have an excuse to cry. Its just like I'm in this zone at school and i don't talk don't smile don't do anything. And its fine. I like it that way actually because I'm not very fond of talking to people. But i don't know maybe I'm just being stupid.

Rant

I cant believe you texted me after all this time i cant believe i let myself fall for it again to think that maybe you were actually being genuine but no of course not it was too good to be true, it always is. And I'm so stupid . Its my fault i should've just ignored you. But no i have to much faith in the wrong people trust me next time i just wont respond. I cant believe i let myself cry another time over you

And in the darkness she felt safe