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(Mostly) Enstars Lore Blog

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I got sucked into the enstars rabbit hole help Enstars || Mahoyaku || Twisted Wonderland

was talking to my gf about my fear of dying young for being trans and my mom putting my deadname on my gravestone, and she said "i hope that never happens, but if it does, i will carve your name into your grave myself if i have to." and i think theres something extremely raw about that sentiment and trans community in general. you can kill only our bodies, but you cant kill transsexuality

Thinking about renheng who have both lost half their memories but in the sense that all their memories of one another what are half memories. The more they spend time together, the more they remember the missing parts.

Blade who can only remember confessing to Dan Feng, but not remembering the answer, while Dan Heng remembers answering yes to a question he doesn't know.

Dan Heng remembering only the outcome of his decisions as Imbibitor Lunae, while Blade only remembers all the actions he took.

They are half of each other's soul, and half of the other's memories.

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new mayoi has me feeling. things. also he killed me with all of this fucking hair but I'd like to think it turned out well

total time 4 hours 49 minutes but at least 2 of those hours were spent solely rendering hair lmao